Hmm, I wonder if I can quickly sum it in up under the character limit.
Basically, met a girl I lost contact with a year after we first stopped talking due to moving on from school. She moved to the other side of U.S. Out of nowhere IMs me which was meant towards a friend but apparently never took the time to take me off her buddy list. We catch-up, I fall in love, turns out she was already with someone else, and is apparently bi. Shattered but we stayed friends for a bit. She introduced me to a lot of things I did not know about; the world, and sides of myself I knew not beforehand. I only appreciate her more afterwards and it became increasingly difficult to contain myself as the days went by. Still, tried my best to do so as to preserve our apparent "friendship." Breaks off contact with me without any explanation. Thought something bad happened to her, tried to track her down. Turns out she's fine and doing well, she's just intentionally ignoring me and has yet to tell me why. Further heart-broken, I go into depression and everything that reminded me of her nearly brought me to tears, and I wonder how I'd go on in life without her telling me what I should do/ the problems I have I could fix.
Today, I don't care. It's a shame I can't talk to her, but at the same time it doesn't hurt as much if at all. She happened to be pretty big on both Evangelion and Miku. Thought she might've enjoyed that image back then and perhaps now, but I'll never know. I thought of her, and respect her for the time she spent with me and worked with me long enough to help me reconsider my opinion on certain people, because I had an unreasonable prejudice towards groups of people that I found are very similar to me in certain regards.