Pierce7d
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Link to original post: [drupal=2021]Why am I so inconsistent?[/drupal]
I've looked at my tournament performance, and it's quite obvious that I do not perform up to my actual skill level. Nothing about Marth is holding me back from winning. I'm a master at fighting Metaknight, and I have no business losing to them. The same goes for D3, and recently, even Snake.
I understand the smash universe extremely well. My knowledge of both physics and mechanics is rarely rivaled.
In addition, I'm more than just smart. I'm extraordinarily good at this game. My spacing is ridiculously amazing, and I've been accused of being psychic for reading my opponent's so well. Even outside of Marth, I understand how almost every character works, and I can almost always read the best options any single player has.
So why am I so inconsistant? If I always played at my peak, I would undoubtedly be third best in my region (underneath m2k and Atomsk probably). I should win a lot more money than I do in this game. I would've placed at LEAST top 33 at Genesis, instead of losing to a player who was no doubt talented, but nowhere near my true skill level.
Sometimes, I swear to myself that I could take sets off m2k if we were just sitting in my living room, and I had my normal Feng shui. When I'm playing perfectly, I sometimes scare myself, and think I'm peaking, and getting too close to a point where I can't improve.
It doesn't matter though. I NEVER bring this to tourney. Even when three stocking the R2 noobs, because I get a bye R1, I still feel as though I'm under-performing. In this game, as Marth, against characters not in the top tier, or without an amazing projectile, you really should not get hit very often. And fair enough, the occasional jab or mindgame grab gets even a perfect player, but one should reasonably avoid losing stocks.
In my home, during crew meets, or playing against my brother's amazing low-tiers, I can do this. Sometimes, when I'm comfortable enough outside of home, I can do this. NEVER in tourney, regardless of opponent.
I wish I could play at 100% effectiveness when it really matters. I wish I knew what holds me back. Recently I've been drained over it. In New Jersey, you need to attend at least 3 tournaments in one season to be ranked on the Power Rankings. At least 2 of those tourneys must be in state. I'm not even sure if I've fulfilled the requirements for that this season. I've been dreading tournaments, and not making as much of an effort to get to them (I can't drive, and I usually have to find a ride with someone to get there.) I stopped caring about Power Rankings, and started focusing more on doubles, since I seem to perform far more consistently in that format.
When talking about this, I've proposed the idea that perhaps it's because I play to learn and not to win. This is sometimes true, but it still doesn't explain why I lost a Marth ditto in tourney at Genesis, and was able to then two stock my opponent repeatedly afterwards.
It's just really weighing down on me. I put in hard work, I studied, I practice, and I'm well known, but I'm not legendary. I'm not yet at the point where I want to be, where my name as a Marth player is as reknowned as Neo, or Mike_Haze. I've johned for myself long enough, telling myself that it's okay, because good players who have seen me or played me know what I'm capable of, but that's a half-truth. It's like getting a new super-computer that only cuts on at random times, I'm nearly worthless. I feel like garbage, and it's pathetic really. For all the time and practice I put into this game, I should be able to perform at peak whenever I play, but I don't.
I've been aiming at new endeavors lately: becoming world renown as the greatest coach of all time. I can read people very well, even in games I don't play. People were surprised as I called out fsmash, just before Mango dealt another finishing blow to Armada's stocks in that legendary battle, when Mango threw out a seemingly random fsmash. Coaching is something I love to do, because I enjoy helping players improve, and grow to be stronger. I also want to do commentary. Growing up, I always appreciated sportscasters, even though I've never watched sports, and my in depth knowledge of the game and the players make me an ideal commentator. I knew from the moment I got into competative smash and started watching old MLG videos on YouTube that one day, I wanted to do commentary. I enjoy talking, I think I'm pretty funny, and I just feel like I'm well suited for the job.
I've been trying to persuade myself that doubles, coaching, and commentating are all more important to me, but that's really a lie. I want to do well in singles tournament.
I've been training up my Mario lately. I'm hoping that perhaps, dedicating my time to a more challenging character will bring out the part of me I need to succeed. At this point, my Marth plays on auto-pilot, automatically recognizing the correct choices, and just eliminating my opponent's for me. Sometimes I even feel like my Marth is an individual entity, but fused within me, guiding me to success. Sometimes, he makes better decisions than I do, randomly deciding to charge and land tipper fsmashes against my will, using shieldbreaker at amazing times even I would've overlooked and just being extremely clutch when I don't have it in me. This bond doesn't exist in tournament though. I feel alone, and it's much harder. I'm hoping that by mastering Mario as well, I can hopefully gain the skill I need to operate successfully, independent of the Marth spirit that guides our blade, even when I'm playing as Marth. I'm entering the next two singles tournaments I go to as Mario exclusively. I've learned most of the match-ups, I except success.
I just need to find that niche, which will allow me to do what I always do, and ****.
I've looked at my tournament performance, and it's quite obvious that I do not perform up to my actual skill level. Nothing about Marth is holding me back from winning. I'm a master at fighting Metaknight, and I have no business losing to them. The same goes for D3, and recently, even Snake.
I understand the smash universe extremely well. My knowledge of both physics and mechanics is rarely rivaled.
In addition, I'm more than just smart. I'm extraordinarily good at this game. My spacing is ridiculously amazing, and I've been accused of being psychic for reading my opponent's so well. Even outside of Marth, I understand how almost every character works, and I can almost always read the best options any single player has.
So why am I so inconsistant? If I always played at my peak, I would undoubtedly be third best in my region (underneath m2k and Atomsk probably). I should win a lot more money than I do in this game. I would've placed at LEAST top 33 at Genesis, instead of losing to a player who was no doubt talented, but nowhere near my true skill level.
Sometimes, I swear to myself that I could take sets off m2k if we were just sitting in my living room, and I had my normal Feng shui. When I'm playing perfectly, I sometimes scare myself, and think I'm peaking, and getting too close to a point where I can't improve.
It doesn't matter though. I NEVER bring this to tourney. Even when three stocking the R2 noobs, because I get a bye R1, I still feel as though I'm under-performing. In this game, as Marth, against characters not in the top tier, or without an amazing projectile, you really should not get hit very often. And fair enough, the occasional jab or mindgame grab gets even a perfect player, but one should reasonably avoid losing stocks.
In my home, during crew meets, or playing against my brother's amazing low-tiers, I can do this. Sometimes, when I'm comfortable enough outside of home, I can do this. NEVER in tourney, regardless of opponent.
I wish I could play at 100% effectiveness when it really matters. I wish I knew what holds me back. Recently I've been drained over it. In New Jersey, you need to attend at least 3 tournaments in one season to be ranked on the Power Rankings. At least 2 of those tourneys must be in state. I'm not even sure if I've fulfilled the requirements for that this season. I've been dreading tournaments, and not making as much of an effort to get to them (I can't drive, and I usually have to find a ride with someone to get there.) I stopped caring about Power Rankings, and started focusing more on doubles, since I seem to perform far more consistently in that format.
When talking about this, I've proposed the idea that perhaps it's because I play to learn and not to win. This is sometimes true, but it still doesn't explain why I lost a Marth ditto in tourney at Genesis, and was able to then two stock my opponent repeatedly afterwards.
It's just really weighing down on me. I put in hard work, I studied, I practice, and I'm well known, but I'm not legendary. I'm not yet at the point where I want to be, where my name as a Marth player is as reknowned as Neo, or Mike_Haze. I've johned for myself long enough, telling myself that it's okay, because good players who have seen me or played me know what I'm capable of, but that's a half-truth. It's like getting a new super-computer that only cuts on at random times, I'm nearly worthless. I feel like garbage, and it's pathetic really. For all the time and practice I put into this game, I should be able to perform at peak whenever I play, but I don't.
I've been aiming at new endeavors lately: becoming world renown as the greatest coach of all time. I can read people very well, even in games I don't play. People were surprised as I called out fsmash, just before Mango dealt another finishing blow to Armada's stocks in that legendary battle, when Mango threw out a seemingly random fsmash. Coaching is something I love to do, because I enjoy helping players improve, and grow to be stronger. I also want to do commentary. Growing up, I always appreciated sportscasters, even though I've never watched sports, and my in depth knowledge of the game and the players make me an ideal commentator. I knew from the moment I got into competative smash and started watching old MLG videos on YouTube that one day, I wanted to do commentary. I enjoy talking, I think I'm pretty funny, and I just feel like I'm well suited for the job.
I've been trying to persuade myself that doubles, coaching, and commentating are all more important to me, but that's really a lie. I want to do well in singles tournament.
I've been training up my Mario lately. I'm hoping that perhaps, dedicating my time to a more challenging character will bring out the part of me I need to succeed. At this point, my Marth plays on auto-pilot, automatically recognizing the correct choices, and just eliminating my opponent's for me. Sometimes I even feel like my Marth is an individual entity, but fused within me, guiding me to success. Sometimes, he makes better decisions than I do, randomly deciding to charge and land tipper fsmashes against my will, using shieldbreaker at amazing times even I would've overlooked and just being extremely clutch when I don't have it in me. This bond doesn't exist in tournament though. I feel alone, and it's much harder. I'm hoping that by mastering Mario as well, I can hopefully gain the skill I need to operate successfully, independent of the Marth spirit that guides our blade, even when I'm playing as Marth. I'm entering the next two singles tournaments I go to as Mario exclusively. I've learned most of the match-ups, I except success.
I just need to find that niche, which will allow me to do what I always do, and ****.