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The World I Call Home

Teran

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I am 18 years and 8 months old. Mere detail, but for the Teran, this is a point in life I never expected to to reach. I thought it would all end by the time I was 9, but that’s something you don’t need to know about. As you grow older, the scope of time begins to lose it’s grandness. With every year added to your life, each year starts to feel less significant. After all, one year is a fifth of a five year old’s life, but it’s almost a nineteenth of mine. When I was a child, a 14 year old was pretty much an adult, most people my afe would describe that age group as annoying little brats. The world is relative, what it is is what you interpret. It is like art or literature, a detailed image where you pull out what you see, or rather, what you observe.

To some of us, the world is bland, but it would be so if you only see the immediate immage. As Sherlock Holmes said, “You see but you do not observe.” suppose one of my few talents is observation. Even as a small child, I always to the what, the how, and the why. From these I created my own world, my own reality. My interpretations created the world I call home, as your interpretations have created yours. We all inhabit the same Earth, you say. We’re warmed by the same sun, breathe the same air, but does that make our worlds the same? We have different eyes, ears, and taste buds. We have different brains. Even without thinking, you interpret the world differently. Some people like Pepsi, some like Coke (I prefer Dr Pepper), some are nauseated by even the smell of tobacco smoke, some people can’t function properly without it. Pepsi is always Pepsi, and Coke is always Coke. In one person’s world, Pepsi is some God awful ****, in another’s, it’s the ****. It’s because their worlds are different realities, their Pepsis different. Even if everything else were in common, that one difference differentiates their worlds. For this reason, I’m never too judgmental about beliefs or senses of morality. If it’s your world, you set the rules, what’s right or wrong is your decision. Or you could be a somewhat of a maverick, and say right or wrong don’t exist at all. For now, I’m going to talk about my world. What do I see? What do I feel? Congratulations, you’ve made it this far. You’re wither a good friend of mine or just insane (or both). I’ve written a blog’s worth of aimless babble and you still want more. I’m definitely impressed with your ability to withstand this.

My world is a rich and vibrant place. It does not need a purpose, it’s more fascinating without one. it’s there, and it has more detail and mystery than can be appreciated in a hundred lifetimes. The world is littered with pieces of art, nature really is the greatest artist. Picasso and Da Vinci may have been masters, but can they create the Grand Canyon or Niagara Falls? Da Vinci painted the Mona Lisa, but nature create her. Then again, that was Da Vinci’s Mona Lisa, she was unique to his world. Perhaps that painting is a portal to his world. As you can see, my mind jumps all over the place on silly tangents, asking unnecessary questions. This is me all throughout the day. Now I guess you realise why I’m so weird.

So what are people like in my world? To me, the human being is an example of perfect design, or almost perfect. Physiologically alone, that would be hard to say. We’re not particularly strong, we’re definitely not that fast. Our infants are gelpless and pathetic for a very long time. So why are we so incredible? It’s not our brains alone that got us where we are. There is something subtle which most people never think of. The thumb. Other apes lack this digit, and this digit gives us so much power to achieve. It’s simple, we have an amazing grip on objects. We can gold them firmly in our hands and use them in a controlled fashion, something other apes or animals can’t do, even if one of them were to gain our intelligence. We can spark a flint with perfection, fire arrows from a bow, build houses, sew clothes, build ships and submarines to conquer the sea etc. The list goes on. We have an amazing scope to achieve with our brilliant minds, yet humans, due to this power to imagine and innovate, carry a basic stupidity.

For those who live in God’s world, morality is real and it makes sense that they would believe in it. For those who live in the godless world, who believe it was all chance and the big bang, what place does morality have? I’m a Deist, I believe in a universe (or universes) set in motion by something, but a world that just moves like a simulation, like clockwork. Even if it had a purpose, it’s not something we should be concerned about. So tell me, if you have no god(s), why is killing, for example, wrong? Sure, thou shalt not kill, but that commandment is just as much baloney as the rest of the Bible to you, right? This idea of cruelty, for example, morality and its produced concepts are as real to me as Santa Claus. Sure it’s sweet and clever, bur it’s all man made. The world couldn’t care less about your diabetic relative or your grandparent dying of cancer. Nature’s pretty **** cruel doing things like that, wouldn’t you say? Why is it wrong to kill an animal for fur? Did your mother tell you it was? Don’t you disagree on a lot of issues with her? Why do you have to live in another person’s world? Like I said, their world is different. If morality were so real, it wouldn’t vary so much. If laws were so right, they also wouldn’t vary as much. They’re the riles of someone else’s world. However, when you live somewhere you should follow its jurisdiction for the reason that not doing so jeopardises your own standing. Think of state/national laws as natural laws applicable to that place, sort of like gravity or the speed of light. Somebody got to the position of setting the rules. Sure you may not agree, feel free to question. Still, you should just do as you’re told. After all, what difference does your opinion make? Governments have a true power, the power to extend their realities. Unlike natural laws though, their reach is not endless, and they are subject to change.

I don’t trust people. People are cunning, and selfish, You can’t give an inch or they’ll chew you up and spit you back out. Were they so true to their principles and tired sayings, I wouldn’t have been betrayed and treated in ways deemed cruel. Now that I see these things for the farces they are, I carve my own path alone. I don’t need help, I don’t want help. I’m happy this way, my world is a beautiful place. I walk down the street every day and see trees, consistent, respiring, photosynthesising. Birch trees don’t call African Blackwood trees niggers, mice don’t hold mouse right demonstrations because Jerry got shipped to Guantanamo Bay. Other living creatures do what they need to do to live. They know their score and they live perfectly contently without turbulent histories caused by their own kind. They don’t need a purpose, they live like clockwork, why can’t we? Humans complicate their lives with unnecessary necessities. We do the strangest things such as commit suicide because we’re unhappy with the state of our lives compared to how we wanted them to be. We create complex parameters for contentment. If you wanted to kill yourself because you were going to die a long, agonising death, I can understand doing it, but a lot of the time I see people crumbling because they fail to differentiate desire from need. The human race is so pathetic, hypocritical, and full of delusions that I’ve long since given up on involving myself with it. They may be happy in theit worlds, but I’m not. I’d rather not have the two cross over. I’m like Pinocchio, I’ve told society’s strings to **** off.

The world I live in is perfect, as is everyone else’s. If you live by your rules, the world is pretty much heaven. What is it that makes us dislike so much in the world? I offer my explanation. Your world has its balance, and it gets ruined when it crosses paths with someone else’s. We can’t have two laws of gravity, just as we can’t have to personal laws applying to the same place. Differing ideals and interpretations clash and ruin the equilibrium. Why is it that they say you need a lot in common with your spouse/partner? It’s because instead of worlds colliding, you get two worlds merging, merging to make a whole new world (I love Aladdin). I have lived a decent number of years. I have created my world and live comfortably in it. I’m a detached person because I do not want my unique world to collide with others’. Perhaps I can merge my world with a few, and truly make a new world of harmony with someone special, but we’ll see how that goes. As for you, remember that whatever I state applies to my world alone, my bubble of reality. Your world is just as beautiful and perfect as mine. You are right as I am right. Unless we collide, our worlds cannot harm each others’. After all, when we’re apart, our equilibria are maintained. Enjoy your world, be proud of it as it is your creation. Never be afraid to defend its honour and beauty, don’t be affected by the worlds of others. Just as much as you preserve the integrity of your world, respect the integrity of the worlds of others. With this you may find your world to be a much more pleasant place to inhabit, when you honour it and don’t bring it into conflict with another. My world is amazing, so is yours, just keep it the hell away from mine if it’s too different. Don’t worry, here’s always another world to interact with in harmony.

 

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Cool sto-

I like this blog. I often think of this as well, but not exactly this. My world is the best, I want people to stop ****ing interfering, wanting to change my world because I, supposedly, am not happy.
 

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Whenever I read your long thought-out posts I feel like I know almost exactly what you're talking about. The biggest difference I have is that I'm worried about conflicts with society making my life more difficult. For example, if I truly lived freely, there's a good chance I'd be put under house arrest, wiretapped, and interrogated, primarily for silly reasons.

Gotta say though, after finding a truly great friend it's tough for me to refuse partially merging worlds, as you put it. Life is more than fine alone, but I enjoy it more with someone I can let loose around without worrying about being judged/arrested.

Would you feel overly conceited if you made this BOTW?

:059:
 

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Even though I don't agree entirely with entirely isolating myself from the worlds of others, I can see where you're coming from. Sometimes in school I feel like, in your own words, that the worlds of others are interfering with mine.

It's like no one gives a crap about how much time you have, about how stressed out you may be feeling, about whether you're struggling or getting along fine, or about what you want to do with your life.

School always starts at 7:00, it always ends at 2:20. Everyone gets the same amount of work. Everyone recieves the same amount of attention. Everyone's schedule is as rigid as the other. And this is imposed on every single student.

Maybe that's why there's so much bigotry in school. With so many worlds colliding, all with different values, different interests, different abilities, and different personalities, people just can't stand it.

I guess this is why people like to isolate themselves from the rest of the world, explaining the Himilayan Monks, all the tribes deep down in the forests, deserts, and fields of this world, and that allure of wandering through the wilderness. And maybe that's why they tend to be much more content with their lives than we are. "The path less traveled by" has a new meaning for me now, thank you.

And yes, this would definitely be a worthy BOTW.
 

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Whenever I read your long thought-out posts I feel like I know almost exactly what you're talking about. The biggest difference I have is that I'm worried about conflicts with society making my life more difficult. For example, if I truly lived freely, there's a good chance I'd be put under house arrest, wiretapped, and interrogated, primarily for silly reasons.

Gotta say though, after finding a truly great friend it's tough for me to refuse partially merging worlds, as you put it. Life is more than fine alone, but I enjoy it more with someone I can let loose around without worrying about being judged/arrested.

Would you feel overly conceited if you made this BOTW?

:059:
Well I do have quite a few friends, but they can be difficult and annoying to deal with.
By detached I don't mean I just lock myself in solitary, but I try and avoid sharing myself with most people because well yeah, they're no good for me.

As for BotW, if you want this in the running I'd have to ask CK to judge at the end of the week.
 

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To me, the human being is an example of perfect design, or almost perfect.
Man is only man at the surface. Remove the skin, dissect, and immediately you come to "machinery."
--Paul Valery

This idea of cruelty, for example, morality and its produced concepts are as real to me as Santa Claus. Sure it’s sweet and clever, bur it’s all man made.
Yes, which means that morality is ultimately made by nature, considering that nature gave rise to man.

[insert standard spiel on the evolutionary basis of ethics here]

Whether morals are relative or not, they exist, in all their many variations, and the species has to deal with them, their complications, and the collisions of worlds and paradigms that are inevitable when individuals with conflicting interests form cooperative societies. Unless we give up collective living and all its advantages, those collisions can't be avoided. True isolationism in society is not possible.

Your world is just as beautiful and perfect as mine. You are right as I am right.
My world is ugly, and it bleeds into my eyes, and I am dead dead wrong about everything. But that's a discussion for another time.

Edit: People don't commit suicide because they can't separate desire from need. They do it because the neurotransmitters in their brains make it hard to live. That world too is as foreign and unbreachable as the rest to any outsider.
 

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So... to sum up your entire blog Teran; My blue is your green.

Good **** Teran. Your better than a poet, sharper than a knife and more in tune to what the world is like than Stephen King is to terror.
 

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Probably the most interesting thing I've ever read on smashboards.
Good stuff.

It's true what you said about people being selfish and cunning. People do only try to better themselves in the things they do and I find that most of the time that people aren't trustworthy and it's very hard to come across people that see the world for what it is.
 

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Wow this was a very nice Blog teran, and makes me want to rethink a few things. I never really thought of my own world :ohwell: . I usually don't post when I read blogs, but this one made my day a little happier.

In my world Birds, are fish, and fish are birds.


But I don't like my world, and rather not live in it, or have another one instead. . .

I don't think my world has a purpose, or a need to exist.


I hope more people read your post Teran, it was very well done
 

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I'm impressed. I thought you were all Mod, no fun. Rather, your highly philosophical and rather meditative, observing and understanding at great lengths the tracks on which society runs. I feel a good deal more informed on the world now that I've read this. Which is one reason that your isolationism theory is rather flawed. Learning of other peoples worlds does not destroy your world, nor theirs. It creates a balance of intellectual and spiritual energy. I have had a glimpse into your world, and it has changed me in a way. You may read a memoir of some long dead poet, and it will change you in a way. Every human interaction sustained by any of us can have a profound effect on those around us, even if it provokes only cunning and malice in some people. Not all effects can be good, but thats human nature, neh?
 

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I agree with some of your points about individual realities and especially morality, but you seem to attack it with a harsh negativity. I understand you may have your reasons for this, but don't be so quick to forget about the experiences of others; the events that have shaped their worlds just as yours have for you.

I don’t trust people. People are cunning, and selfish, You can’t give an inch or they’ll chew you up and spit you back out.
The human race is so pathetic, hypocritical, and full of delusions that I’ve long since given up on involving myself with it.
You're hesitant to judge based on morality and belief systems, but it doesn't seem to be the same when it concerns humans' inherent psychological flaws.

I'm not aware of what has happened in your past, but perhaps a stronger effort to understand motives and emotions may help. Humans may be cursed with selfishness, which drives many of their negative actions, but there's a good side to them as well. Often times, it's simply overlooked for the security of those who hold themselves together by focusing on the faults of others

Murder isn't always committed for the same reason, nor is suicide. Those powers of observation can be used to shed light on the inner side of humans as well as the outer. As El Nino said, true isolationism in a society is not possible. I find though I cannot always cooperate with somebody, I can at least discern why that is, and perhaps rectify it in the future. You can accomplish a lot if you allow your world to be a little flexible.

Perhaps I've assumed too much with this, but this is just what I've gathered from reading your post. If I'm incorrect with any assumption, let me know. I've probably not elaborated or explained myself enough on some points either, but hopefully it's at least understandable.

edit: listen to Airwalkerr.
 

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I never said I was truly isolated, nor did I say I'm incapable of trusting.

I have very close friends and family, people I love, and I can interact with most people without conflict. The difference lies in that I don't jump on people's differences. Even if I don't like people I'm usually civil and polite enough not to cause conflict.

The point is, I know I'm not compatible with a good deal of people, so I try and keep myself with those who are.
 

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Perhaps it just came off as more negative to me than you meant it. With that last statement, I can agree with you much more.
 

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Teran, you should write a book. Or make a 30 minute short film on the meaning of life and how we, as a human race, can move forward progressively and efficiently, to all get closer to the end we desire. Of course, this is a paradox in relation to your argument, for how could we all reach the end we desire if we all desire different ends. That leaves us with an infinite number of ends that could be reached, in an infinite number of ways, with nothing to keep us from our goals but each other. For we all have a goal in mind, but we all have different worlds, blissful and stressful in ways that only we can imagine. Although I shouldn't say "we", because that denotes that everyone is in it together. Its more of a singular "we", in that it is the easiest way to address every singular person in a personalized way that will have meaning to them... ****, you got me thinking. On a school night, too. Siiiigh.
 

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I thought it would all end by the time I was 9, but that’s something you don’t need to know about.
Though I don't blame you for not wanting to share, I suspect it may play heavily in your worldview.

For this reason, I’m never too judgmental about beliefs or senses of morality.
You just compared the coke/pepsi preference to morals? Excellent. That's SO the way it is!!!! Morals are like cheap commodities. They change with the times, with whatever is convenient. Apes from which we are descendant have shown bouts of madness and rage, pure volatility and malice, for no explicable reason. Just like us, sometimes.


Or you could be a somewhat of a maverick, and say right or wrong don’t exist at all.
"There is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so."

For those who live in God’s world, morality is real and it makes sense that they would believe in it. For those who live in the godless world, who believe it was all chance and the big bang, what place does morality have?
Well to be fair, you can believe in God, and The Big Bang.

<sidetrack> In fact, in my wild own world, I believe the whole universe is encased within a spherical structure in a laboratory. An artificial vacuum. The lab scientist (God) is somehow able to insert a single piece of matter into the center of the sphere, instantly creating force. The matter tries to reach equilibrium in that instant, "exploding" outward until it finally dissolves. One day we may also be able to create our own universes in this fashion, and thus be "Gods." Also the time it takes to go from nothing to something back to nothing is really quick to the lab scientist. But for anyone inside, it is billions of years. The presence of life, nature, the elements, Jesus Christ, and other "prophets," and anything Super-natural at all, is really just how the matter behaves on its expedient journey into nothingness. The purpose of the experiment is to observe the matter and its journey. Perhaps the matter itself which was minute and artificially introduced into the void-sphere, the Start-matter, is what's special. Maybe they're making different types, creating different universes, with different rules, etc. This also accounts for so-called "dark matter" which is really our perception of the edges of the sphere, which we cannot actually reach or even see, because it's beyond the expansion of the matter. </sidetrack>

Good read, Teran. For what it's worth I feel I know you better as a person, now.
 

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I have very close friends and family, people I love, and I can interact with most people without conflict. The difference lies in that I don't jump on people's differences. Even if I don't like people I'm usually civil and polite enough not to cause conflict.

The point is, I know I'm not compatible with a good deal of people, so I try and keep myself with those who are.
I see, I think I was focusing more on the other aspects than the part about accepting differences.

Going to save some space and simply say that I agree with what you said and I'm fairly similar in the sense that I don't start/care for stupid crap over differences. They always interest me though, it's fun to try seeing things through someone else's eyes sometimes, so long as nobody gets judgmental or whatever.

Also, the above theory... Interesting idea.

:059:
 

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My world is a rich and vibrant place. It does not need a purpose, it’s more fascinating without one. it’s there, and it has more detail and mystery than can be appreciated in a hundred lifetimes. The world is littered with pieces of art, nature really is the greatest artist. Picasso and Da Vinci may have been masters, but can they create the Grand Canyon or Niagara Falls? Da Vinci painted the Mona Lisa, but nature create her. Then again, that was Da Vinci’s Mona Lisa, she was unique to his world. Perhaps that painting is a portal to his world. As you can see, my mind jumps all over the place on silly tangents, asking unnecessary questions. This is me all throughout the day. Now I guess you realise why I’m so weird.
This is easily the best thing I've ever read in a Blog here. Gosh Teran, you are an amazing writer and man do you know how to express yourself with it.

This paragraph is my favorite from what you're saying...your world feels like a dreamy place, one you can go to and feel safe and secure. I love both Picasso and Da Vinci but I NEVER would have thought of the world being so full of artwork, and by artwork you mean just nature in itself.

Your mind jumps all over the place, eh? That's the best part though, it makes this interesting and so what if you're weird. I'd personally rather be weird than give in to the social norms.

I love this thread.
 

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Teran, please do me a favor and write a book about this stuff. Your writing is the most well thought-out and intelligent thing that I've read in a long time.

You blog even got me thinking, perhaps this is why controversy, war and similar happenings exists. I'm going to drag video games into this because frankly that's what I know best (God that makes me feel kind of pathetic). The Mass Effect controversy, the 40-second sex scene was considered a-okay in the world of many gamers and in the world of the developers and writers at Bioware. However, in the world of some politicians and those who protested against this, this is seen as being completely immoral. Something that should not be in a video game, and thus their worlds collided and created controversy. The same basic principle goes for war and other conflicts, perhaps...

Building off of your Our Worlds Theory, perhaps everyone's World runs off of a core meaning of sorts, varying from person to person. For instance, my world runs off of the idea of learning all you can, exploring and seeing new places, traveling to new worlds (both literal and metaphorical) before your life ends. And from these experiences and adventures (again, both literal and metaphorical) becoming the best person that you can. I'd go into why, but it gets pretty personal from there.
 

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Building off of your Our Worlds Theory, perhaps everyone's World runs off of a core meaning of sorts, varying from person to person. For instance, my world runs off of the idea of learning all you can, exploring and seeing new places, traveling to new worlds (both literal and metaphorical) before your life ends. And from these experiences and adventures (again, both literal and metaphorical) becoming the best person that you can. I'd go into why, but it gets pretty personal from there.
Well, yes, one's realities and experiences influence their goals, which is basically what that 'core' is.
 

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Not quite either.

Grade A trolling is found out much later by a member with a fictional dectective as an avatar.
 
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