Jason I never said anything is wrong with being a nerd. I'm a nerd too. Hell, the majority of the smash community are nerds. I don't mind that you said I sucked. It was how you said it. If you had said, I don't think Emblem Lord is that good that would have been fine. But you are so insensitive and mean that you said I sucked which is just insulting.
By the way. This isn't the first time you have been an *** towards me. You have done it in the hub in the past when we were talking. You come off as arrogant and mean when I was actually trying to be friendly. You always had the same excuse too. It's just a hub or it's just the internet. But the thing is, that in person, you are still the same arrogant jerk you are on the internet.
By the way don't compare your actions to those of WoZ. He is one of my best friends in the world. He does what he does because it's a running joke between us. You are just cocky and rude.
I will agree that I was at fault by flying off the handle at you in PA. But guess what? You said Woz agreed that I sucked. Well, he also agreed that you deserved to be yelled at because you needed to be knocked down a peg. He even told me I shouldn't apologize to you for it when I had actually planned to tell you I was sorry. I'll admit that you didn't deserve it. I'm sorry for coming dwon on you man. I was mostly just pissed because our whole crew was off our game. We are all friends so when I saw us all playing badly it really bothered me.
And who ever said I didn't like you? I'm impartial to you Jason. I just don't like your attitude. I have nothing against you personally. And as for me not knowing you. Well, I may not know little factoids about you, like your favorite food and such, but I think have you pretty much figured out.
I'm guessing you aren't that popular in school and you have little friends. For you smash is an outlet. A way for you to have control and be great at something, which is probably not happeneing for you at school. You have trained long and hard for your skills which in turn has made you over confident. That is understandable. Thing is though, because you have little friends you lack people skills. So your lack of social skills plus your arrogance = a bad combination. You often make bad first impressions or simply don't know how to act in a courteous manner and that gets you in trouble with people. In turn you deal with this by being more reclusive. You hold yourself in your room alone with your games instead of going out and experiencing the world. The more you become a hermit, the less you develop socially, which means more social mishaps.
A vicious circle. But it doesn't end there. You know you are an awesome smash player and you have great knowledge. This is also leads you to have many debates and arguments about the game with others. You seem to be the type that can't stand to be wrong or have your voice drowned out. You will constantly try to be more forceful in debates about your opinion stating them as facts and completely disregarding the opinions of others. This makes people dislike you even more, which in turn isolates you more from others. I'm guessing that goes back to your school experiences. Someone once told that the most horrible thng you can do to a human being is ignore them. To ignore someone is to deny thier very existence. I take it that you want to be acknowledged. If you become the best in smash then people will have to recognize your worth. They won't be able to ignore you.
Look all of that is mostly just speculation based on what you have told me about yourself and what I know about human nature in general. Make of it, what you will. Either way, I suggest you and I squash this beef here and now. I can be your friend Jason or I can be indifferent towards you. The choice is yours. But we should definately work this out. Cactuar is my friend and a part of TSA. As long as you train with him and hang out with him you will end of up seeing me too. So for the sake of avoiding future drama I think we should end this pointless little quabble.
Lastly, I don't think you are a bad person. I think that you probably have a rough time in your everyday life and you don't have a life outside of videogames. This actually makes me pity you. I would like you, except that you make it **** near impossible with your attitude and you complain about how others don't like you and how everyone gangs up on you. I think deep down inside you are a nice guy. It's just you have become so cocky and isolated you just don't know how to relate to others or be courteous.
Solution. Put down your controller every once in a awhile and go outside. Talk to some girls. Chill with some people. Meet some new poeple and form bonds with them. It will do you alot of good trust me.
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