I lost my father at the age of 4 due to suicide, my mother was tricked into moving to the Netherlands by a boyfriend at the time, who then mentally, physically and financially abused us. For instance, my sister was locked in her room without food, drink or even a toilet for a whole day. They told me the lamp in my room could fall and kill me at any time, and said stuff like 'Those plates you had dinner on? Enjoy your salmonella' and made a total of 7000 euros debt on my mother's name, while beating her to the point of near deafness. After that, we fled, we then had to live in a caravan, which had black mold, making me sick every day and extremely prone to anger issues. My school at the time temporarily sent me to a clinic in which I couldn't see my mother, the plan was 6 months as a trial, but I couldn't cope. Being tackled mercilessly when wanting fresh air because they think I want to escape, being denied food because I ate a sandwich with my hands instead of a knife and fork and being forced to sleep in a terrible bed with a spring coil coming out. Since then, I managed to find a job, but because I work so much due to me feeling responsible for my family, I get overexhausted and stressed, especially at high school, in which they forced me to spend 70 euros on a book a teacher said I'd never need, and another 70 euro book not giving me any information that's in mandatory tests. One of the teachers discriminated me for some reason so I couldn't advance in a certain subject, and a teacher made me miss exams by telling me to wait in a study room and he never picked me up. Although I'm no longer suicidal, I still have problems. We still have to pay off the last bit of that 7000 euro debt, I missed a gender therapy appointment recently forcing me to wait 2 months for the next session and I still live in fear every day because I fear I'll be discriminated once I come out, especially by my relatives on my mother's side, I have absolutely zero contact with them for multiple reasons, including a language barrier