Proverbs
Smash Lord
Link to original post: [drupal=1404]Silence.[/drupal]
Nope, not SS's combo video.
I don't know about the rest of you out there, but I tend to feel a lot more deeply than most people--especially guys. I also tend to be a very open and genuine person, which means that I spill my heart out to anyone who offers to listen. But sometimes I just need people to listen in on my thought process otherwise I feel like I'm going to go too far off in my head--you know? But sometimes when crazy things go on and I just need someone to talk to, a friend will be willing to listen the first time. And things go fine. Then if I need them a second time, sure, it's kinda okay. But by the third time they start wondering why I can't talk to someone else.
I know it makes people feel awkward, but I like being able to express what I'm feeling to them...they always tell me to 'be myself', and when I finally start spilling out just who I am, they get sick of it. This is why I don't have many real friends. Few people have the patience to listen to me when things go wrong. And so I remain secluded from everyone else. In the recent past I've sort of shut myself off from people emotionally--not that I don't feel for other people, I just don't let anyone in. I've learned that when I do, I just get hurt. So now I'm finally starting to open up to people and I just get weird looks for it.
People say they're always there to listen if you need it, but if you're in tears and trying text messaging someone if you can call, you get responses like "I'm in spanish--why not call Tom?" I'm fine if someone's in class, but the last line tipped me off that they didn't want to hear it anymore. Not surprising.
It happens with everyone. But this is why I couldn't survive without prayer. God's the only one that'll listen to me. For everyone else, I must keep silent.
Nope, not SS's combo video.
I don't know about the rest of you out there, but I tend to feel a lot more deeply than most people--especially guys. I also tend to be a very open and genuine person, which means that I spill my heart out to anyone who offers to listen. But sometimes I just need people to listen in on my thought process otherwise I feel like I'm going to go too far off in my head--you know? But sometimes when crazy things go on and I just need someone to talk to, a friend will be willing to listen the first time. And things go fine. Then if I need them a second time, sure, it's kinda okay. But by the third time they start wondering why I can't talk to someone else.
I know it makes people feel awkward, but I like being able to express what I'm feeling to them...they always tell me to 'be myself', and when I finally start spilling out just who I am, they get sick of it. This is why I don't have many real friends. Few people have the patience to listen to me when things go wrong. And so I remain secluded from everyone else. In the recent past I've sort of shut myself off from people emotionally--not that I don't feel for other people, I just don't let anyone in. I've learned that when I do, I just get hurt. So now I'm finally starting to open up to people and I just get weird looks for it.
People say they're always there to listen if you need it, but if you're in tears and trying text messaging someone if you can call, you get responses like "I'm in spanish--why not call Tom?" I'm fine if someone's in class, but the last line tipped me off that they didn't want to hear it anymore. Not surprising.
It happens with everyone. But this is why I couldn't survive without prayer. God's the only one that'll listen to me. For everyone else, I must keep silent.