"Im not saying I wanna be a bum who just lays out. I just dont wanna be that dude striving for attention trying to go above and beyond. Going to college isnt anything worthy of greatness, its what you do like in that "verb commercial." Getting a good job doesnt amount to greatness either. Its wanting a good job. Its life, you do it. Nothing great in the tiniest amount.
Note: I am not attacking you. Im just rambling because I dont wanna do my homework
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There's a bit of a problem with the logic you use here, you group things together a lot "that dude striving for attention trying to go above and beyond. Going above and beyond isn't necessarily the same guy who's being an attention *****.
I'm not saying I'm getting that job to be great, I'm doing it because I hate boring things. And jobs that don't require you to do anything that actually matters tend to be boring. [In all actuality it's not a good job. The pay is pretty average and the hours suck. But it's interesting and I like it so]
And like you said, it's life. Nothing will ever really matter. But if you think of it that way then why bother existing at all? You might as well die now. Except that nobody really WANTS to die. If I'm going to fade away then I'm going to enjoy myself now, Besides, I don't care what people think RIGHT NOW, let alone what people are going to think about me after I'm dead.
I'd reply more since I'm bored but I've got work in the morning so I'm going to go try and sleep. Latuh dawg.