I see then.
The problem with this kind of advice, or anything in general that people tell me, is that I need to be reminded of said advice constantly until it get put in my brain for good.
If not, then I can just forget what I been told at any time, and be back to case 1. Which is something I had to deal my whole life, and is still causing problem to this day.
Trust me, I try to put advice I been told in place I can remember them. But sometime, even this doesn't work.
And I say that, because you are right. I can't improve by looking at a blank, white page, I need to write, I need to drawn, I need to do SOMETHING before I can get better. But motivation is just hard to get, and when it does, it come at the worst time possible (like at work or somethin')
But...if I can say something nice about my work. Is that, as of now, you guys have reacted positively to it, it sure ain't the best, but I haven't heard peoples saying that what I do is too weird or bad or such. And honestly, this motivate me, alot, and if I could just stop thinking and thinking and just do it. I feel like I be much better that I am now, but still, I am decent, not the best, but decent still, there is worse, and frankly, I should be happy I can do something that people like.
So yeah, thank you for your advice.