XFadingNirvanaX
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Link to original post: [drupal=2486]Life and Bliss[/drupal]
Everyone has hopes and dreams in life. Everyone suffers in life. Today was a day of suffering for me. During school I went through another fit about hating how people act and feeling like I don't fit in it blahblahblah teen angst blahblah life sucks blahblahblah I'll never get anywhere in life, etc. After a day of anger and being emo I returned home. I kept moaning over stuff thinking I'll never be a good writer or make it into the vg designer career. Then I went to ign. While browsing around I found the new FF13 trailer.
trailer:http://ps3.ign.com/dor/objects/826843/final-fantasy-xiii/videos/tgs09_ff13_trl_trailer_100109.html#
I just finished watching it and I can't help but feel inspired. The wonderful cgi, voiceacting, story and depth can't help but make me feel like everything will be okay. It's incredible. It's so inspirational to me. It feels like all those dreams can become reality in an instant if I work for them. All the doubts turn into faith killing off any trace of self-loathing. The gamer/FFfanboy in me loves it for FF/gameplay and my inner self loves it for how it makes me think and feel about life; the working, sacrificing, losing what you love, gaining what you need, learning about other people. I feel like I could do anything right now without caring what anyone thinks. It's a blissful feeling. And I realize I'm the only person that really holds myself back from what I can accomplish. Things like this keep moving me forward.
What negative things keep you down? What really inspires you? What thing/person makes you feel like there's no limit to what you can do?
Everyone has hopes and dreams in life. Everyone suffers in life. Today was a day of suffering for me. During school I went through another fit about hating how people act and feeling like I don't fit in it blahblahblah teen angst blahblah life sucks blahblahblah I'll never get anywhere in life, etc. After a day of anger and being emo I returned home. I kept moaning over stuff thinking I'll never be a good writer or make it into the vg designer career. Then I went to ign. While browsing around I found the new FF13 trailer.
trailer:http://ps3.ign.com/dor/objects/826843/final-fantasy-xiii/videos/tgs09_ff13_trl_trailer_100109.html#
I just finished watching it and I can't help but feel inspired. The wonderful cgi, voiceacting, story and depth can't help but make me feel like everything will be okay. It's incredible. It's so inspirational to me. It feels like all those dreams can become reality in an instant if I work for them. All the doubts turn into faith killing off any trace of self-loathing. The gamer/FFfanboy in me loves it for FF/gameplay and my inner self loves it for how it makes me think and feel about life; the working, sacrificing, losing what you love, gaining what you need, learning about other people. I feel like I could do anything right now without caring what anyone thinks. It's a blissful feeling. And I realize I'm the only person that really holds myself back from what I can accomplish. Things like this keep moving me forward.
What negative things keep you down? What really inspires you? What thing/person makes you feel like there's no limit to what you can do?