Okay I had to intervene here since someone directed me to this thread and theres alot of misinformation here, yeah I know its odd that I'm a brand new account and all that, tbh I havent actually used Smashboards other than occasional browsing for tech and etc. in multiple years, my old account is C.Awesum (which I used to go by but now only CaptAwesum) so I just figured id make a new one, anyway let me clear some things up cause as much as everyone hates me I need to do some form of correcting lol; and if possible id like this post to be tagged within the opening post if thats possible just so people arent misinformed
Okay lets see, this post will probably take a bit since i have to take note of whats been said so the points i correct will probably be all over the place
- What i said to K9 in retort to "You'd never beat me without customs" was "Dont worry about it youre like one of the best players on the west coast" i was trying to imply he'd do just fine in losers bracket
- The reason why i got so steamed about my controller being misplaced was because i was in a frantic rush to start my match that was called against Larry and i was being waited on because of that and i always get extremely nervous of if people steal something from me or if i misplace something, my bad but yeah
- In regards to that new-ish post, I said that because again i have a pretty cocky and confident persona, i knew i was going to win my pool after beating Zombe, and i was in a rush to go eat food with my friends who had already won their pools
- My tag is only ever CaptAwesum no variations
- John#'s isnt my crewmate just a friend who i hang out with at NY/NJ tourneys usually
- I live in Connecticut not NJ, although it seems like i live in NY/NJ its just cause going to those tourneys actually is shorter distance than most New England tourneys
- Im currently ranked #2 in New England according to our power rankings behind (#1 Marss) and before customs were at every tourney i was #3 behind (#1 Koolaid) and (#2 Marss) so dont just think im a random without customs, also ive been playing smash since early brawl so theres that tidbit too
- I got 17th at EVO where I made my way through winners bracket on Friday not dropping a single match (including against Rain) till i got to semis pools (top 32) where on Saturday i lost two sets in a row, id like to blame my poor performance on Saturday because of exhaustion/lack of sleep and anxiety but thats my own problem so im not gonna get pissy cause of it
- For what its worth John#'s and I teamed for dubs and we were remaining in losers bracket when the tourney ended abruptly right after losing to Nairo+Shaky which was after we beat MVD+Esam
- I don't have a brother or any siblings for that matter, i know it isnt mentioned here but people have claimed that before so yeah
- I personally apologize to those who I might've upset because of my behavior at tournaments, I know it seems flipped but im notably more antagonistic and occasionally a bit of an ass in person but in a state where im calm or alone, like online i try to be as polite as possible, id like to chalk up my in person behavior at tourneys to something of a competitive persona and anxiety tied in but im not using that as an excuse, if im completely honest im not entirely sure why i sometimes overstep in interactions
- It's kind of weird i even have to bring this up but I guess i will anyway, the reason why i am usually seen with the same clothes is because i always wear that outfit for when im at tourneys, a bit for luck and a bit for how comfy it is, as to why i wore it two days in a row, the clothing i had worn on Thursday, flying out to Vegas was being washed and I didnt feel like wearing my Villager cosplay (lol) which i was saving for sunday if anyone saw me walking around
- I've played hyper defensive in literally every fighting game I've ever played, its just how i like to play really, my absolute favorite thing to do in a fighting game is not-get-hit, i know its odd but thats just my gig, so i immediately gravitate to that form of character in whatever game it is im playing, i mained Villager since 3DS since he was the only character i found fun+he was zoning and then when customs became a thing i obviously immediately loved them due to my heightened zoning and success, for the record im for customs but i have reasoning behind it and not just for my own success, if it were to be the case although i doubt it, id still love for customs to be around even if mine and the other suspect ones were banned just cause i love the extra dimension it adds to Smash 4 thats unique to the other ones and etc.
- The boo'ing i didnt mind because hey, i know what my playstyle implies, its boring and its easy to root against, on the other hand what WAS upsetting was being heckled, people yelling behind me or in my ear while playing, uncalled for jabs at me whether personal or otherwise, comments about how im going to be nothing without customs or that i wont go to tourneys now because of it (lmao), and most importantly that people think that im OBJECTIVELY bad, lets think about something for a second, ive been playing smash for a reasonable amount of time now (beginning of brawl), ive played Villager since RELEASE almost exclusively, ive practiced without custom moves avidly up until mid March when customs were confirmed for EVO, then i trained with customs VERY AVIDLY from march right up until my plane flight to EVO, i was dead-set on getting Top 8 because at some point i figured customs might not be a thing anymore and even i realize that me making it into Top 8 without the amped up version of my main is quite the task, one that i wouldnt bank on atleast, customs on though i figured i had a good shot, and i did, i mean i was pretty close relatively speaking but oh well, btw im still playing even if its default just cause i love smash regardless although customs on is more fun ;D
- I USED to use DK occasionally in custom tourneys it was mainly for if i had to play against a Rosalina but sometimes it was just for if i felt my villager wasnt playing well and i wanted to jank out and or just not have to play AS hard as i have to do with villager, i know im not going to be convincing anyone with this but playing villager customs or not at a high level is very draining, to maintain precise timing and patience over the course of multiple hours of gameplay can take a toll on you at some point, im pretty good at it though so this usually doesnt get to me, also for the record ive dropped DK and have Wii Fit Trainer as a secondary who i use both with and without customs, also i have an okay-ish sonic so hooray lol
- Bruh give me some credit, i didnt get "lucky" with pools or whatever, i had to tank through Rain and K9 and admittedly some pretty good Meta Knight who i didnt ever hear of before, and no it wasnt Ito lol, but anyway, if youre wondering just why it is i beat Rain, granted yeah part of it is cause theres likely some sort of MU inexperience but keep in mind he plays against Ranai frequently so its not like he doesnt understand villager, and even then i could still tell he knew what he was doing, using piercing needles through my gyroid, bouncing fish on reaction to me placing a gyroid, using default grenade if i attempted planking (which forced me to stop after like 2-3 ledge grab reps usually), occasionally stopping combos to wait for me to mash out my N-air, etc. on the other hand why i feel i won more so is not because of the customs but rather gameplay unfamiliarity, when i analyzed Rains gameplay before our set i noticed that he never commits to a bouncing fish off the stage, in combos, hell sometimes the guy wont even go offstage for edgeguarding, i knew he played very cautious and if im not mistaken that falls in line with alot of Japanese players, also, i think he is used to that kind of playstyle youd see from Ranai, highly aggro, and i think he wasnt prepared for the defensive onslaught i brought in tandem with customs, also from what i could tell that was probably the best ive ever played, like literally ever, my adrenaline was pumping so fast that i could barely contain it, and if you were around the set up during the set i clearly made some physical demonstrations of how pumped i was which im kind of embarassed of in hindsight lol
- The only timeouts i caused for the entire tourney were the two people saw against larry lurr, granted many of my matches came down to the last minute on the clock they werent time outs, id like to think if i were more on point on saturday i wouldnt have had to time out larry lurr but oh well
- I place pretty well in my region, in fact, the only times i dont win are if Marss is in attendance, atleast if youre to look at results within the last 3months or so, the problem here is i tend to go to the larger tourneys in my region since im not really feeling driving multiple hours for tiny locals, and usually Marss will be there so yeah lol, also as far as locals or bigger scaled tourneys in NY/NJ go, i dont think i have to remind you its NY/NJ, which is sorta the strongest region since forever so give me a break if i only get like #2 or #3 geez
- I don't get salty when I lose, I generally get extremely upset with myself, if it comes off as salt thats not what i intend because half of me respects what my opponent is capable of doing (beating me) and the other half is me feeling like i f'd up, on the other hand i occasionally do a massive popoff or two if i won, sometimes its because of frustration of feeling like im about to lose and then i dont and the relief i get channels into that, if anything the only time i display anger is from a win, ironic as it is thats just how i tend to be, again apologies to this but you cant act like people arent going to NOT pop off sometimes
- I think im out of things to correct so ill leave it with this, im pretty upset in general by this whole drama thing, not because of the instance itself but its implications, people will probably hate me now or draw misconceptions, etc., hell i was even going to make a twitter for the weekend so i could tell people whats going on if anyone was interested and if i managed to get into Top 8 but now that my image is a bit more set in stone im too scared to see whatll happen if i attempt this, and thats just an example, honestly, this whole thing has really tarnished my view of the smash community by quite a large margin, i dont want to get into personal stuff but for the sake of it i have to admit in my life both personally and at home and etc. i have alot of hatred pent up in my life, people dont really treat me well, no ones really 'there' for me and i dont get much support really ever, sometimes i do from friends but even then its sparse, so to have this whole 'thing' happen to me which just further justifies myself in my hatred is really jarring in a way, especially when this is my main hobby by a longshot and i feel like im just exposed to more of what i try to escape from being here, ive had to defend myself day in and day out over the last several months in my own capability as a player, hell even people from my own region have actively rooted against me in my out of region ventures and make note of it to me, so if youre really wondering why i might be 'that' asshole, dont think it doesnt come without some sort of justification, im no saint so im not going to respond to what treatment i get happily, and also you have to understand at some point i had to come to terms with the treatment i get and try to feed off of it, and sometimes that entails me being the villain in whatever actions i take, again, not an excuse but rather trying to show you how it all is. If you feel some need to apologize to me its only really worth your effort if its thought out, if youre just some other person who heckled taunted or rooted against me i dont really care because i know if i were on the main stage again or whatever youd do it again, so yeah, thanks for reading this.