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ts been what? Two years or so? Maybe three?
You might remember me as a liar, someone who made up stories to get attention and I paid the price for it. I was.....am.....Snucas.
[skip if you already knew how bad of a person I was]
So here is what happened, and why I am writing this Blog. I was a member of this forum for a long time. I made a lot of friends and I had a lot of people that liked me, I was an artist, and I was getting fairly good at it, until I became stupid...
I made myself the biggest *** hole that Smash World Forums has ever seen. I told lies and hurt a lot of people, all for attention. I pretended to be someone I'm not, and made up a sob story for everyone with a fake brother and a fake life. It was truly, truly, pathetic. I don't remember the exact details of this lie, because nobody can ever remember every lie that they have ever told, and this one was a string of them, into an endless pit that I was soon buried in.
It went something like this: I had a fake brother, who was shot, or something, and was in the hospital. Then people felt sorry for him/me and it made me feel better, of course I got caught.
I made a fool of myself and lost the trust of everyone on here that I held dear to me. There wasn't a day that went by that I would play smash and not get a knot of guilt in my stomach for such a terrible lie.
I lied for attention because my parents were going through a divorce, and to tell you the truth I was just a kid. I'm 16 now and I have learned a lot since then. I have learned that lying is the most pathetic way to get attention. I should have just told the truth from the beginning so that I didn't have to wait for two years to have an IP ban lifted to say this to you all:
I'm sorry.
Truly, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I am sorry for everything that I did and everyone that I hurt. I have turned over a new leaf and made a real person of myself:
-My parents didn't go through with the divorce which kept me close with my 1 sister and my parents.
-I have a 4.7 GPA with my honors and AP classes in with the regular GPA.
-I was accepted as a student at the University of Nebraska Medical Center to start training for Pre Med School.
I have changed for the better and I hope that everyone sees it. Here is me doing what I should have done 3 years ago.
My name is Marcel Andre Hallaert Jr. and I have 1 sister and 2 parents. I let down hundreds of people 3 years ago and not a day went by that I didn't regret it. If I could go back in time I would change this, but I have waited 2 years to come back here and say...
I'm so sorry.
I'm a mess. I'm actually crying over my keyboard right now because I'm so emotional, its not like me. I wish I could take it all back.
I would like a second chance with you all, hopefully you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I missed this board so much and I wish to stay, but that is a mod's decision, if I am welcomed to stay or needed to go.
Thank you for reading.
Facebook to prove it (if you need it just message me): http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1366258021
ts been what? Two years or so? Maybe three?
You might remember me as a liar, someone who made up stories to get attention and I paid the price for it. I was.....am.....Snucas.
[skip if you already knew how bad of a person I was]
So here is what happened, and why I am writing this Blog. I was a member of this forum for a long time. I made a lot of friends and I had a lot of people that liked me, I was an artist, and I was getting fairly good at it, until I became stupid...
I made myself the biggest *** hole that Smash World Forums has ever seen. I told lies and hurt a lot of people, all for attention. I pretended to be someone I'm not, and made up a sob story for everyone with a fake brother and a fake life. It was truly, truly, pathetic. I don't remember the exact details of this lie, because nobody can ever remember every lie that they have ever told, and this one was a string of them, into an endless pit that I was soon buried in.
It went something like this: I had a fake brother, who was shot, or something, and was in the hospital. Then people felt sorry for him/me and it made me feel better, of course I got caught.
I made a fool of myself and lost the trust of everyone on here that I held dear to me. There wasn't a day that went by that I would play smash and not get a knot of guilt in my stomach for such a terrible lie.
I lied for attention because my parents were going through a divorce, and to tell you the truth I was just a kid. I'm 16 now and I have learned a lot since then. I have learned that lying is the most pathetic way to get attention. I should have just told the truth from the beginning so that I didn't have to wait for two years to have an IP ban lifted to say this to you all:
I'm sorry.
Truly, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I am sorry for everything that I did and everyone that I hurt. I have turned over a new leaf and made a real person of myself:
-My parents didn't go through with the divorce which kept me close with my 1 sister and my parents.
-I have a 4.7 GPA with my honors and AP classes in with the regular GPA.
-I was accepted as a student at the University of Nebraska Medical Center to start training for Pre Med School.
I have changed for the better and I hope that everyone sees it. Here is me doing what I should have done 3 years ago.
My name is Marcel Andre Hallaert Jr. and I have 1 sister and 2 parents. I let down hundreds of people 3 years ago and not a day went by that I didn't regret it. If I could go back in time I would change this, but I have waited 2 years to come back here and say...
I'm so sorry.
I'm a mess. I'm actually crying over my keyboard right now because I'm so emotional, its not like me. I wish I could take it all back.
I would like a second chance with you all, hopefully you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I missed this board so much and I wish to stay, but that is a mod's decision, if I am welcomed to stay or needed to go.
Thank you for reading.
Facebook to prove it (if you need it just message me): http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1366258021