Since everyone is on the topic of education related stuffs...
College has been something I've struggled with for about 4 yrs now. Not necessarily the workload, but just deciding what to do.
Here's my story if anyone's interested:
[collapse=I posted this once for an e-mailing system last semester so it's convenient to copy and paste]
I'm a 21-yr-old student at Morehead State University. I'm in my 4th year of college, which might seem like I'm close to nailing my teacher's degree, but as anyone that knows me can tell you, it is very difficult for me to make up my mind. After spending 2 years at the University of Kentucky with an Engineering major, I came into college making one of the biggest mistakes of my life; coming unprepared. I soon discovered that college wasn't just a doorway to my future, but several doorways in fact. I soon became fascinated in anything and everything and quickly became unmotivated in my current major, Mining Engineering. I became interested in English, Theater, Mythology, you name it, I loved it. But the more unmotivated I got with my Engineering classes, the more my grades began to spiral downward. I soon became suspended from the college of Engineering and decided that I probably shouldn't be wasting money (that I don't have) at an expensive University. Hence, why I voyaged over to MSU.
But why Education, you ask? I landed a job, the summer before I changed my major, at a Day Care center and that place soon didn't feel like work for me. I loved working with kids; it brought out the kid in me to be quite honest. This semester, after a 3 semesters into Middle Grade Education (Math/English), I decided to change my major once again. Shocked? As much as I enjoyed working with kids, I did initially think that teaching was my future. Where I could guide kids to a brighter future. Help boost their potential and ambitions in any way possible; that was my goal. But after a year into the field, my conscious once again began to take a toll on me.
I began imagining myself more and more leading a classroom and the more I thought about it, the more sick it made me. It's not because I have the jitters of doing it. It's because I felt pinned down again and to be honest, I'm not sure I'm ready to lead a class as much as I'd love to. I don't feel that in two years or so that I should be someone's role model. I think I have the enthusiasm and the personality to really win students over, but I don't think that's all the ingredients to build a successful classroom. I also don't think that these ingredients can be taught in Methods classes, etc. I believe these are self-learned over time. I also wasn't ready to take on the responsibility that you teachers boldly take on. Teaching eventually becomes your life, and I'm not sure I'm ready for that.
After arguing with myself, and having a long, heart-felt conversation with one of my professors, I (we) decided that I needed something more flexible. Something that gave me more options, if teaching really wasn't for me. That's why I am now a [Non-teaching] Mathematics major. It's a very flexible major and Math is something that comes natural to me. It also leaves the door open to allow me to teach some day (which I still really want to do). I still admire you teachers. You raise those students like parents and (hopefully) strive to lead them to a brighter future. I think teachers are very under-appreciated and should be treated as well as doctors are. I also feel that getting into the education field should be a more strenuous process. A process that weeds out the weak and those that are truly not cut out for this type of career because we all know that some of these people seem to worm right on by and that's when we get educators like some that haunt my past. [/collapse]
So yea, that was to my online group of teachers that I had to communicate with for a while.
Anywho.
TL;DR
Now I'm in my 4th yr of school and a Math Major/CS Minor who's interested in robotics.
Now I'm not sure whether or not to finish up a Math degree (which I've only been doing for a semester now) and look into robotics later or do it now.
Decisions...decisions...