Sg. . . i want you to know that i envy your strength, to take all that, through a tunnel of hopelessness. Even if you spent so much tears, blood, and damage, i still envy the strength you have to still be standing today.
I wish i could be there, in front of you to give you a pat, but i hope the nostalgic from a post would be enough to materialize one, you've been through a nightmare, one many would believe would create a disaster.
But yet it created you, though I'm not going to minch words or lie to you, your personality at best is heartwarming, and at it worst is atrocious, you make it a habit that what you come off to others is somewhat of a mocking tone, and multiple times have i wished you'll treat more discussions with a grain of seriousness. However would i wish for any of this to be changed? Hell no. Because afterall it is what makes you, your character is very endearing and open-minded, you always happen to have a carefree attitude even when down to yourself and others being able to brighten, and your respectable nature in any engagement is enough to justify itself. Good and bad points you are sg (or whatever your real name is) that is nothing i or anyone want to change
I'm glad to have met someone to withstood any all they could in any way possible, its exhilarating on my end. And i hope that one day that when you get far enough in life, and gain enough courage, to go back to everyone in those years of the nightmare, to raise your hand, and tell them to go "**** themselves"
I'm sorry if my talking of personal problems in my last post upsetted you through bad memories, or if my harsh way of talking has offended you, but I just want to say that I'm really glad to have met someone like you