James don't be so hypocritical. You were one of the biggest preachers of how we were a competitive gaming community and how no one gets excluded.
And James, you have no right whatsoever to judge me, I've never even really talked to you privately and you're just talking out your *** as usual. You don't know anything about how I think or who I am.
Anyways, I'm just annoyed right now because you guys are following typical social patterns. Mike will start to talk about me negatively and slowly even the people who aren't mad at me right now won't want me around. Since Mike is the main driver of the community smashfests in ER will be very hard to pull off. Similar to what I said earlier, because of how much he posts things regarding me negatively, the view will become that I am disliked, which will lead to true dislike whether people did or did not originally have a problem with me. He is the main driver, he talks the most and holds the strongest opinions, changing the way others think without them noticing, and he makes declarations that he holds as facts without asking others for input. Having someone that influential is a very bad thing for the community. Do you really want a single person to dictate what happens? This is the way dictators come to power, and as they say, "power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely".
Although I hold some of you in high enough regard to not be tricked by this classic social situation, so I still have a lot of hope. I broke off from the social scene in my school to avoid the ignorant masses, but luckily even if you guys end up being the same way, I can still enjoy myself playing the game.
I don't hold grudges against people, whats past is past, but when its actively happening and I see something bad coming the sad sad irony of watching something bad unfold before my eyes really depresses me.
Basically what I'm trying to say is: I don't dislike Mike or anyone else, I simply dislike some of their actions. This is how I judge people, and unless I can see that they will never change I will always welcome them as a friend.
Also I agreed like 2 pages ago that I would find a place to stay before coming, I'm just saying that if I CAN'T, I'll just sleep outside. It will be a cool experience, it'll give me more stuff to talk about.