Kind of in the same boat with the girl I had mentioned. She knows I might have feelings for her--and it's kind of up in the air. She's not interested in me, but I just have this gut feeling things will work out in the end. I mean, she even admits that we have great chemistry--and everyone else sees it too. But, I'm not all too worried. I know God's going to work it out in the end. I just sort of have to wait it out.
But I guess it's a different sort of waiting for you, isn't it? You're not waiting to see a result, you're waiting for some sort of direction, where to go next with all of this, right?
I said it before and I'll say it again. A woman isn't a direction. You shouldn't lose direction just because she's not there. Whether or not things work out with Kristen my life is still going to be devoted to the Lord my God. Nothing will change that. That's my direction. I was only looking for a partner to help me in that direction. If she ends up being that partner, great. If not, great. I'm honestly resolved to either outcome. But why should I worry? My direction is to serve God. I know He'll take care of all the details. He always does.