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Kind of in the same boat with the girl I had mentioned. She knows I might have feelings for her--and it's kind of up in the air. She's not interested in me, but I just have this gut feeling things will work out in the end. I mean, she even admits that we have great chemistry--and everyone else sees it too. But, I'm not all too worried. I know God's going to work it out in the end. I just sort of have to wait it out.

But I guess it's a different sort of waiting for you, isn't it? You're not waiting to see a result, you're waiting for some sort of direction, where to go next with all of this, right?

I said it before and I'll say it again. A woman isn't a direction. You shouldn't lose direction just because she's not there. Whether or not things work out with Kristen my life is still going to be devoted to the Lord my God. Nothing will change that. That's my direction. I was only looking for a partner to help me in that direction. If she ends up being that partner, great. If not, great. I'm honestly resolved to either outcome. But why should I worry? My direction is to serve God. I know He'll take care of all the details. He always does.

Typo... Typo....

Ty-... OH MY GOD!!!

I FREAKING HATE LOOKING AT THAT TYPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eor isn't human, e's a bear.

you don't know him at all

Eor is one of the few people I can talk to about life comfortably.

Yes. In his eyes burns the hatred of all living things. We had an avatar match at Moast Pi.

Only ******* think that

and uhh, MLG bought us. Everything works differently now.

I was going to name people, and then I got to about like 10 and it started to be a chore. Anyway, we had a get-together in 07 and a bunch of us are going camping in August.
The BRoom's pretty much a little family now.
One of these days we'll meet the Aussies in the middle and have a big BRoom bash.

lol, "just another broomer"
I actually know a lot of BRoomers IRL.

I happen to be 4 years older than you.

I've been an admin for a while too.

It's a bit of a gray area, but usually I'll ask someone to make more personal threads as blogs. I was debating on closing your "SWF Life Change" thread, but I didn't want you to think I was just being an ***. It's a common enough thread that I can just look the other way.

I can't really think of another way to say this, but the User Blogs regulars would be thankful if there were more intelligent threads in there.

We always wish we could have done something different. I can't say I haven't felt the same at times. The only thing I can say is just not to let it eat away at you, and just try to know what to do next time. It's unfortunate that there isn't a whole lot more to say than that

I know what it's like feeling helpless in it all. In the end, we are kind of helpless. The problem is that throughout all of history mankind's been trying to control every element of their lives. I think that's our problem. We haven't just stepped back and let God take the wheel, to trust Him. There are times when you just have to do that. There are a lot of times in my life that I didn't know what was going on, and looking back see why I needed that to happen to get to where I am now. I know this is something you've heard before, but, I just wanted to reassure you that "in all things God works for the good of those who love him" (Romans 8:28 NIV).

It's really tough dealing with it in the meantime, though. You just feel so helpless because you wish you could go back and take back what you did, or do something differently, but we have to accept it as it unfolds. Because we just did the best we could with the moment given us.

I feel like this isn't as encouraging as I intended it to be.

I know what you mean. Sometimes it makes me feel as if I'm weaker, that I need God to even function--but then I remember that I'm blessed to know that I'm so inclined to go to Him with my issues instead of everything else.

Online relationships tend to be kinda hard to deal with. I've been in the same boat more than once. Just hold onto God right now. Praying helps me a lot. If you're feeling a ton, just try crying out to God. Some people feel like they can't take personal things to Him, which I feel like is kinda crazy. God's not this distant grandfather looking out for us from a distance. He's here with us each and every day. Even when we don't see Him, He's there for us. It's sort of like we're in a coma, and He just wants us to wake up out of it. He gets thrilled more and more each time He sees us respond and slip out of it. Just because we don't see Him doesn't mean He's not there--He's patiently waiting by our bedside, just hoping we'll wake up someday.

I know how that is, unfortunately. I've been in a lot of relationships before becoming a Christian. That's really what's given me any sort of direction. Thankfully, as I've studied more into it I've found the facts around it more and more believable, so I'm not just using this as a coping mechanism XD That'd be depressing, right?

But are you looking for a direction right now? Or what exactly are you trying to find? I'm not sure a romantic relationship is a direction. The way I see it, a girlfriend or wife is supposed to be your partner in heading in that direction. Not to be the direction or 'journey' itself, but with you on that journey.

Tell me if I'm making any sense here ^^;;

What do you mean you're not in good shape?

Yeah, online friends are really underrated. They're still people. I was just curious. And I'm glad you're reclaiming the PRoom. It's been dying recently. Especially the 'Something Bothering You' thread. I really wish it could be a place for advice instead of "my face hurts". *shrug*

About a month ago I was the advice guy, and now my life is falling apart. Hahah, interesting how that happens. In a week or so I'll be back on my feet. I hope so. I can't live for longer than that feeling far from God...

Did you guys know each other outside of SWF? I'm a little confused.

Ohhh, I've seen you around in some of the older posts. I'm an '08er ><;; Welcome back ^_^

Why'd you decide to come back?

Just curious, but who are you? I know you've been part of SWF before.

Why thank you stranger

Really? Nope, I haven't heard.

I'll do all I can to help you out. Just tell me what you want and I might be a ble to.

it's cool. Whenever you do just shoot me a message. I'll be glad for a match.

alright. I'm not very good either. Will you host?

yo. Are you up for a Brawl?

yeah, sounds good. I main Sonic but I need to get better. Maybe today or during the weekend. I'm online in the mornings.

At first I was going to ask you who the hell you were.

Then I noticed the name.

Then I saw Azua's comment.

...Gimme a hug.

I thought you wanted to be permabanned?