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Lythium
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  • Ooooh Simon. :3
    That sounds like fun.

    What about your old roommates? Are you still in contact with them?
    Mine was okay.
    Just spent it with a friend and stuff.

    Did you do anything special? *nuge nuge* ;)
    I'm sorry to put you through all of that. I've calmed down now. Me and Dee haven't talked yet, but I'm no longer paniking over here for no apparent reason other than the possibility of losing her forever in the future. Thank you for talking with me, sometimes people just need to rant to others to get their own head clear.

    EDIT-

    Me and Dee worked it out and everything is going just fine. It took 6 long days of fighting, arguing, kicking, and screaming, to come to realize we were actually saying the exact same thing two different ways. I swear are of our 'arguments' can be boiled down to

    "That's a manatee"
    "No, that's a seacow!"

    only dealing with life instead of names.

    She wants to date casually with others. This is always something I've thought to be right since we aren't married (as in people who aren't married should be free to if they chose date casually) but she was miss communicating and making me think that she wanted to move on, and at the beginning she was too afraid to tell me that so she wanted to scare me away for a little while. I thank you allowing me to mess up your profile page, rant, and get it out of my system and showing support. I'll delete those huge post now for you :laugh: Thank you so much Lythum. You really are a sweetie.
    Find a way out! xD

    I'll get you back into Brawl. We'll play many friendlies :)

    Then we'll say **** this and go play Melee for a few hours, because that's what's up.
    fun times I guess XD had a major headache so I could really go to sleep, which sucked :X

    How about you?
    We talked again. It wasn't helping any until I brought up a happy old memory, and she broke down crying. I have a second chance, but I can't hurt her again like I did when I was financially unable to support her. This was worth it. I'm sure if you added it all up, it must have been 20 hours of talking on the phone about this. It was worth every moment. Now I have to prove to her that I won't let her down again.
    Me and Dee broke up, and the realization that in two short weeks 6 months ago I lost everything despite having done everything perfectly, and not the stereotypical version of perfect of going to college to become a doctor/lawyer/etc be driving by 16 and all of that stuff, but did everything the best I could in each situation. Me and Dee still love each other very, very dearly, the long distance relationship simply leaves her too strained. She can't carry the weight on her shoulders anymore. Perhaps one day I'll be in a situation where I can be with her again, but right now we both have to do what's best for each other. Its hard, really, really hard to let go. We are going to have one big talk about it tonight, and if nothing comes of it, we will be officially separated.

    I also realized how lucky I was, to go 19 years and never once think "Life is hard" or "Life is weird" I believe I have my family to thank for that.

    On a positive note, I think less about death. Why worry about a death I can't control when I can't even control life?

    And its really weird how this all came to happen. My father threatened to my sister that he would leave the house if people didn't stop blaming the situation on him (no one does), Dee said she wanted us to break up 3 days ago, the next day I'm eating pancakes and say they are dry and my uncle attacks me, my parents come and a parental meeting of sorts, my step mother yelled at both my father and my uncle for continuing the poor parenting that they were raised on and that if anyone yells at us or puts their hands on us again she'll take us away, all the while I'm trying to work this out with Dee as I JUST got a permanent job and can finally see her on Valentines day 100 percent sure, and somewhere in this I came to realize how little of life we have control over. Its something I have to learn to accept and work with the best I can.
    I think that hardest lesson for me to learn is that even if you do everything perfect, you can still fail. Its hard to admit how little control on your life you have. You agree?
    dhfiuerfdjbvlneuirbvw hn I wish I could but see my mom doesn't know that I talk to anyone from SWF on AIM, Skype, anything, so the only times I can get on are when she's gone. :(

    I might be able to get on tomorrow or the day after that, if that works for either of you. Gah :(
    Aww, lucky. D: I ate tamales. And I still am. @______@
    Also, I went to the Kennedy Center last night to watch a play. Before it started, I entered a bookstore nearby to pass the time. And lo and behold, I saw one of Edward Gorey's work. It had those two cats, and I suddenly remembered reading Edward Gorey a bit when I was younger. :O

    So, I assume that's going to stay your avatar for 17+ years?
    Thanks!
    I still await the day the miserable orange and marching soldier sig come back. :p

    Last Sunday of the decade!
    Nah, I mean invincibility and the same general style. Forward Smash goes really far now. And I gave DDD's A.B.A. Danzai and Potekmen's unblockable trip move against grounded opponents. ZSS plays total pixie like Millia.
    Merry Christmas my dear chum.

    Saying that feels weird.. Idk how you do it so successfully.
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