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I hope I don't make this one of those lame tl;dr blogs.
Essentially, did anyone wonder what a ***** looked like she was a young kid?
I'm just going through some of my old childhood photos and I'm pretty much drowning in nostalgia. Its really weird looking at all these innocent kids, and seeing what they're like now.
I'm really sad right now actually. There's this one album of what looks like my 5th or 6th birthday. I noticed in most of the photos, I was with this one girl. I was hit hard with nostalgia. That girl was my childhood crush. XD Even though we were really young, we spent a lot of time together because our parents were good friends. I remember I always tried to kiss her and stuff. XD
Her family got wrecked though. Years after, her father left the family for another woman, and her mother developed a gambling problem and left the family as well. She was left with her grandparents. When all that was happening, my family lost all contact with everyone but her grandparents. After going through these photo albums, I wanted to see how she was doing nowadays and just recently I decided to find her on facebook.
I did, and I felt so....ashamed and disappointed :/
She does all these drugs, does nothing but party, and already has a baby with some gangster guy. She's got the worst hair ever, and some a ghetto eyebrow piercing. I asked my parents on some more details and apparently, the last they heard, she dropped out of high school and left the house. She drifts from home to home and yeah, she's just a mess.
I cry when I look at their cute innocent childhood pictures and I look at them now. If anyone knows me enough, they'll know how racist I am. The fact that she was asian makes me cry even more. Especially cause she got off with some trailer trash white guy. :/
tl;dr asian girls are supposed to stay cute and not have babies with scary gangster white guys :<
I hope I don't make this one of those lame tl;dr blogs.
Essentially, did anyone wonder what a ***** looked like she was a young kid?
I'm just going through some of my old childhood photos and I'm pretty much drowning in nostalgia. Its really weird looking at all these innocent kids, and seeing what they're like now.
I'm really sad right now actually. There's this one album of what looks like my 5th or 6th birthday. I noticed in most of the photos, I was with this one girl. I was hit hard with nostalgia. That girl was my childhood crush. XD Even though we were really young, we spent a lot of time together because our parents were good friends. I remember I always tried to kiss her and stuff. XD
Her family got wrecked though. Years after, her father left the family for another woman, and her mother developed a gambling problem and left the family as well. She was left with her grandparents. When all that was happening, my family lost all contact with everyone but her grandparents. After going through these photo albums, I wanted to see how she was doing nowadays and just recently I decided to find her on facebook.
I did, and I felt so....ashamed and disappointed :/
She does all these drugs, does nothing but party, and already has a baby with some gangster guy. She's got the worst hair ever, and some a ghetto eyebrow piercing. I asked my parents on some more details and apparently, the last they heard, she dropped out of high school and left the house. She drifts from home to home and yeah, she's just a mess.
I cry when I look at their cute innocent childhood pictures and I look at them now. If anyone knows me enough, they'll know how racist I am. The fact that she was asian makes me cry even more. Especially cause she got off with some trailer trash white guy. :/
tl;dr asian girls are supposed to stay cute and not have babies with scary gangster white guys :<
