Forgeblazer
Smash Rookie
- Joined
- Feb 21, 2019
- Messages
- 17
Im not going to get into it that much, but if you couldnt tell from the title, im a person with anger issues. Very, VERY bad anger issues at that. For nearly any game i play that i take competitively, including smash, i struggle to play for longer than 5 some games, or more than an hour. I usually hop in a couple games, Lose, lose, lose again, and then the madness really starts to begin. at this point, im tilted beyond belief, about 4 or so games in. i chuck my controller across the room, tear apart my couch, scream a bit, and tell myself, "you suck. youll never even be above average, you losing to 20k gsp ice climbers that spam side B over and over, wow your horrible!" over. and over. and OVER. and then im freaking out, talking to myself saying threats to the people i lost to, and then after about 5 some minutes, im calm again, but take a 2-3 hour break because i think im horrible and i shouldnt even play the game. this doesnt just happen with smash, this happens with any game i take seriously. it happens in TF2 all the time, a game i have nearly 3000 hours in, and almost any time my team loses, PERIOD, i quit, and do the same thing i do with smash but to a lesser degree, and i get more mad at my teammates, rather than myself. And one response i preferably wouldnt like to take is "just dont play video games lol", because the problem is, i love these games, and ive grown up with them, the only problem is, as i grow up more, and my life gets more stressful, ive been getting angrier, and angrier, MUCH MUCH easier recently. i could play TF2 and sm4sh for hours on end without getting mad back in, say, 2015, but nowadays i just freak out any time i lose in either. The worst part about this is that im self aware about my issues, but i just cant seem to figure out how to fix this. any good advice on how to fix my mentality and calm down easier would be great, thanks for taking your time reading this.