High school sucks mad ass so far; I don't have any friends there and I get annoyed by the few people that I do talk to, and only really connect with one or two teachers well. I also don't feel safe at my school, there's a lot of seemingly mentally unstable kids there that have threatened to shoot up the place a lot, and though I know it's irrational to be anxious about, at least ten have died just this year, six from suicide. I don't feel comfortable going to school some days so I just stay home, but there's a new policy where if you miss ten days in a semester, you lose the credit that you would have acquired throughout the year. That kinda sucks when I get anxiety about having to go or when I feel really down some days to the point where I don't want to get out of bed.
I was talking to my sister last night when she was over for Easter dinner, and she was telling me about this one art academy about half an hour from where I live. A few of her friends went there and they said they really enjoyed it. Apparently you can specialize in music there, and learn composition and theory while using their gear and a studio they have. Audio production and electrical engineering is what I want to do for a career, while composing my own music on the side, so it's basically all I want out of high school; I don't feel like I'm going anywhere at my current school as far as my ideal career goes. I'm not interested in any classes that don't help me do that. I'm practically failing everything except my math class, which I have over 100% in, and my film production class, which I have an A in (as well as English but you should get an A by just being there).
My sister was telling me that they could hook me with an internship at a recording studio or radio station which is exactly what I want to do, I've been wanting to do that for two years. Not only could I go to this school, but as far as I know, I could also still be eligible for that early college program where I take classes at the community college for the rest of high school if I transfer there. I could do that to just get my liberal arts out of the way before attending the community college. I really hope I can do something like this because it would get me excited for school again. I need a brand new slate with things that appeal to me. I'm hoping that my parents will let me do this.