Deathcarter
Smash Lord
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- Apr 9, 2007
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My mom is REALLY mad at me. Today in school, she had to come pick me up because I was sticking needles in my foot. This is the first time I really feel I cannot get her trust back. She just said she was done with me. I know she still loves me, but I don't know if I'll have a strong bond with her again. I was sticking needles in my foot because it was helping me relax especially after I knew I would not be able to get away from my classmates (plus it was fun). The big factor here is that I am not sure I can handle school without acting up or performing anti-social behaviors or make a joke about suicide. It most likely will happen again because:
1. I have the pactience of a 6 year old
2. I hate being around people for soo long
I need advice because knowing that I cannot avoid my mother, I don't want tension between us. (Also, I could not find a more appropriate site for this and I already take pills for my autism. I really have problems practicing proper behavior in a social enviroment.)
1. I have the pactience of a 6 year old
2. I hate being around people for soo long
I need advice because knowing that I cannot avoid my mother, I don't want tension between us. (Also, I could not find a more appropriate site for this and I already take pills for my autism. I really have problems practicing proper behavior in a social enviroment.)