Dark Hart
Rejected by Azua
So... I was going to make a post like this at some point about how after HERB3 I was going to quit Smash. In light of recent events I'm not going to quit Smash anytime soon, but I feel like this post should be made anyway... but with some changes... so bear with me here...
Besides the part where I'm having it hard finding time to play Melee, and finding rides to these events, school has started to become more of a priority for me (parents...). As most of you know, sometimes it's just hard to balance out school with smash, especially when you live as far away as me and don't have a car. I kept missing tournaments due to the certain things, I missed 2 Dukes I thought I'd make and Munkaid. (Kevin and Mike G know why I missed that one.)
Being that I didn't feel like I was getting any better for the past few months (which apparently I have), I felt that it was going to be an appropriate time to "retire." I was planning on going to RoM2, Pound 4, and Herb3. Not being able to go to RoM2 crushed me, but I had a great weekend anyway. Most of Sunday I was glued to the live-stream as it was.
This started to help me realize how much I cared for you guys and how much I would've never gotten accomplished without you all, whether you know it or not. I mean, I was looking a glitch *** live-stream with ****ty sound and screaming at the computer because I was that excited.
Monday, a ton of bad new hit me, I mean a ton. I learned my good friends parents were getting divorced, and he's out of the country and he will be until May. One of my better friends is upset with me because she's tired of playing phone tag; I've known her for over 2 years and we've never had a problem. Monday is when I heard about Ryan, and I've never had a friend die before... I also learned that my best friend (THE best friend) isn't going to be at school next semester. The girl who I've spent almost 24 hours a day with since I met her is leaving in 2 weeks because her family can't pay. There's more but I'd rather not go on...
My main point is that this is probably the worst time for me to leave the Smash community since you guys are all such good friends. I am going to be playing a little more serious Falcon for Ryan, but his advice to aspiring Falcon players always started with "Pick a better character," so I'm going to stick mostly with what I know when it comes to that.
Besides the part where I'm having it hard finding time to play Melee, and finding rides to these events, school has started to become more of a priority for me (parents...). As most of you know, sometimes it's just hard to balance out school with smash, especially when you live as far away as me and don't have a car. I kept missing tournaments due to the certain things, I missed 2 Dukes I thought I'd make and Munkaid. (Kevin and Mike G know why I missed that one.)
Being that I didn't feel like I was getting any better for the past few months (which apparently I have), I felt that it was going to be an appropriate time to "retire." I was planning on going to RoM2, Pound 4, and Herb3. Not being able to go to RoM2 crushed me, but I had a great weekend anyway. Most of Sunday I was glued to the live-stream as it was.
This started to help me realize how much I cared for you guys and how much I would've never gotten accomplished without you all, whether you know it or not. I mean, I was looking a glitch *** live-stream with ****ty sound and screaming at the computer because I was that excited.
Monday, a ton of bad new hit me, I mean a ton. I learned my good friends parents were getting divorced, and he's out of the country and he will be until May. One of my better friends is upset with me because she's tired of playing phone tag; I've known her for over 2 years and we've never had a problem. Monday is when I heard about Ryan, and I've never had a friend die before... I also learned that my best friend (THE best friend) isn't going to be at school next semester. The girl who I've spent almost 24 hours a day with since I met her is leaving in 2 weeks because her family can't pay. There's more but I'd rather not go on...
My main point is that this is probably the worst time for me to leave the Smash community since you guys are all such good friends. I am going to be playing a little more serious Falcon for Ryan, but his advice to aspiring Falcon players always started with "Pick a better character," so I'm going to stick mostly with what I know when it comes to that.
