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Alien Vision

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Mime-Time says (10:06 PM):
=/
say **** all them non believers
Laughing Swords says (10:07 PM):
I have nothing to look up to. Nothing to lean on. Nothing to go for. Nothing to rely on. Nobody that I can actually ever share 100% connection with because things in my life that happened are quickly judged normal.
Which is a bunch of bull****.
You can't even relate to my head injury. you can only understand.
I HATE THIS.
I wish I could SHOW, and EXPRESS the **** I GO THROUGH.
I can't though.
Laughing Swords says (10:08 PM):
Words are superfluous. This world is inert.
Mime-Time says (10:08 PM):
your right
i cant relate
Laughing Swords says (10:08 PM):
Yet, ''world'' is so close to the word ''word.
Big difference..
Like look at my psychology.
My night terrors man.
My entire life is built on doubts, and fallacious practices.
Laughing Swords says (10:09 PM):
While everyone else's is built on I WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.
I HAVE NO SHADOW.
I HAVE NO MONSTER.
I AM NEVER WRONG UNTIL I AM ATUALLY RATIONAL AFTERWARDS.
I'm SICK OF IT.
The answer is RIGHT THERE.
NOBODY WILL JUST IT.
Psychology is this world's savior..
Laughing Swords says (10:10 PM):
NOTHING IS TAKEN SERIOUSLY FOR THE RIGHT REASONS.
IT'S ALWAYS FOR STUPID REASONS.
People sit here and act like they KNOW who we are, when they can't even relate to us TO BEGIN WITH.
People act like our pasts can be dealt with and it doesn't affect the fact the person we have become today.
Laughing Swords says (10:11 PM):
WHEN HISTORY IN SCHOOL IS BULL****.
I HATE IT.
This world is full of bigotry, hypocrisy, lies, slander, vilifying, EVERYTHING.
It never revolved aroudn udnerstanding.
It always revolved around building ourselves
AND WE CAN'T EVEN PUT OUR **** TOGETHER IN THE END.
NOBODY IS ADVANCING.
THEY ARE ALL JUST RUNNING AROUND THE CIRCLE.
YEP.
Laughing Swords says (10:12 PM):
I CANNOT STAND THIS ANYMORE.
I AM SICK. MENTALLY SICK.
NOBODY TAKES ME SERIOUS.
I CANNOT IMAGINE HOW HARD IT IS FOR PEOPLE OUT THERE WITH PROBLEMS TOO.
REAL PROBLEMS.
This world needs to die.
IT NEEDS TO DIE, AND THE SCUM OF THIS WORLD NEED TO BE RENEWED. This world needs to restart.
IT NEEDS TO REBOOT.
Laughing Swords says (10:13 PM):
It has way too many trojan horses ****ing it sideways to oblivion.
It's a lost cause.
Laughing Swords says (10:14 PM):
All I can do is sit and watch the lights burn, while my mind loses more, and more reality.
My own world bro.
MY OWN WORLD.
Cannot accept me.
Laughing Swords says (10:15 PM):
What HAS THIS WORLD BECOME.
People like me GET SHOT DOWN.
WHILE PEOPLE LIKE MY OTHER WHO IS PATHETIC WHO SEEKS SYMPATHY GETS MORE SYMPATHY.
Laughing Swords says (10:16 PM):
I might aswell become a crackhead, and **** udnerage girls, who gets in trouble by the police, who murders, and robs places and get the people to write me while I am banging my head against the wall in my cell because I am sentenced to death for all of the actions I comitted for what? BECAUSE OF THIS WORLd, AND IT'S PRESSURE, AND INDECENT EXPOSURE OF WHAT REALLY MATTERS TO US.
Of course, I have control. I CAN SEE why people murder people.
I can FEEL the insanity, and the loss of control.
I just have way too much willpower to go insane bro.
Laughing Swords says (10:17 PM):
My udnerstanding of my insanity is the only reason why I am not out there bloodshedding my silent words of sorrow.
It's amazing.
I speak truth.
They speak morality.
Morality GETS THEM NOWHERE.
I may not have evidence.
BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THEIR PRACTICES ARE SHIIIIIIT.
Mime-Time says (10:18 PM):
yea
Laughing Swords says (10:18 PM):
Oh he is just a troubled teen. Oh he is STILL HUMAN. Even though I can't even BEGIN to fathom the psychology that sleeps inside all of us!
I just speak rational out of my anal-retentive ***!
WOO! Even though I have a monster that is fapping to my fake smile as I speak!
Laughing Swords says (10:19 PM):
I'm sick of it.
Everyone who is right is a monster.
Everyone who is wrong, is seen as a message of insight.
Whatever.. I don't know.
I am so angry. Helpless.
Confused.
I cannot even feel why people are so ****ING STUPID.
Mime-Time says (10:20 PM):
becuase
the world is corrupt
Laughing Swords says (10:20 PM):
No.
The people of the WORLD is.
Our world was ''CORRUPTED''.
By the PEOPLE.
MONSTERS
MINDLESS ZOMBIES
Our world didn't do ANYTHING.
It was *****, and molested!
Laughing Swords says (10:21 PM):
It's amazing bro.
WE can change everything we want about this world.
We can't even change ourselves.
LOL
LOLOL
LOLOLO
I am going insane.. LOL
Laughing Swords says (10:23 PM):
Yo man, there is a pit in my chest, ignorance at best.

I cannot begin to fathom, the bottom, of the hourglass.

I wish to plead for sanity, but insanity is the new quest.

Woo, yay I can rap, because my insanity is not crap.. LOLOL

I am losing my my mind bro.


I don't have to be on drugs, or be high, or anything to experience tyhe distortion I feel now.
I am my own drug.
Laughing Swords says (10:24 PM):
Why are whole, and hole said the same way but mean the complete opposite!
Laughing Swords says (10:25 PM):
ITS AMAZING!
Laughing Swords says (10:28 PM):
I should've named myself Laughing Inferno.
Mime-Time says (10:28 PM):
>.>
Laughing Swords says (10:28 PM):
I am phoenix that is burning alive, and can't sotp the flames.
Laughing Swords says (10:30 PM):
Imagine this bro.
A room closing in on you. It sounds like a simple fear or even a possible death..
But it's probably the worst death out there..
Mime-Time says (10:32 PM):
definately is
it would suck *** to slowly be crushed to death
by every single side
Laughing Swords says (10:32 PM):
The fear, the mercy, and wanting it to end. Knowing that it won't listen, makes the death 100x worse. The tension. The sorrow. The pain. The inevitable doom.
Laughing Swords says (10:34 PM):
Sometimes.
I believe losing my sanity, is actually true freedom.
If you understand your insanity, what is so wrong with it?
Laughing Swords says (10:35 PM):
Everyone else's insanity is because they don't know what the **** is going on in their heads.
I do.
Laughing Swords says (10:36 PM):
I know PERFECTLY well my sanity is slipping away.
I mean, I flat out told RANDOM people about my cat.
NOBODY in 100000 miles away from you would do that.
Laughing Swords says (10:37 PM):
People hide their darkness. Darkness is the very element that melts reality, and our sanity.
I am one with my darkness, and accept what I have done.
Thus, I am able to guide myself whether with, or without sanity.
Laughing Swords says (10:40 PM):
I don't get it bro.
Because people don't believe in psychology, and the invisible chains that hold me where I am now.
They cannot see how ****ING brave and powerful I am as a person.
Laughing Swords says (10:41 PM):
Thus they cannot be inspired by my willpower, because it's disguised in pscyhological factors.
Laughing Swords says (10:42 PM):
I am a lone teacher. Brandon actually likes my way of seeing things. Believe it or not. .-.
I do inspire SOME people.
Mime-Time says (10:42 PM):
brandon?
Laughing Swords says (10:42 PM):
Nicky's friend.
He grew attached to me.
He is a cool guy.
Laughing Swords says (10:43 PM):
Who has alot of problems he hides.
He still cool, and told me face to face he looks up to me like I am his teacher. XD
Mime-Time says (10:44 PM):
lmfao
thats whats up
every 1 has problems to hide
Laughing Swords says (10:44 PM):
Of course..
Mime-Time says (10:44 PM):
like how both my parents are alchoholic *******s who barely know the meaning of love towards me
Laughing Swords says (10:45 PM):
I know bro, I can tell how much that would hurt. This is why I am not giving up on life, because.. Well, I won't die until I get my word out there.
I dont' care if it doesn't make ****.
I will PREACH WHAT I KNOW AND BELIEVE.
Laughing Swords says (10:46 PM):
Knowledge is the blood in my veins.

My heart is the manifestation.

My mind is the translator..

My voice is the answer.
Laughing Swords says (10:47 PM):
This is what it's ALL about bro.
NEVER STOPPING.
You don't need ANYTHING in life to proceed.
I STILL HAVE MYSELF.
Laughing Swords says (10:48 PM):
I rely on WHAT i know.
I know what I BELIEVE IN.
I live for what I SEE.
I preach for what I perceive.
I DON'T NEED EVIDENCE SON!
I GOT HEARt, AND SOUL AND A BACKBONE.
I CAN HOLD MY **** TOGETHER.
WHAT ELSE DO THEY WAT?
Laughing Swords says (10:49 PM):
Insanity is the new sanity brother.
I am a suicidal leaf that is travelling in a violent storm.
Laughing Swords says (10:50 PM):
The burden, and all of the odds I have against me is like walking in the desert without any food ro water. It's SHEER willpower baby!
It's sheer will, in WHO I AM. What I BELIEVE IN. I don't need GOD. I don't need people to tell me that I am GENUINE to myself. That we all are special as an individual.
I HAVE SO MUCH FAITH for myself.
and I AM THE ONE WITH AN IDENTITY CRISIS.
Laughing Swords says (10:51 PM):
You don't need a full heart to love something you know is special.
Laughing Swords says (10:53 PM):
You don't need a full answer to understand what is going on AROUND US.
You don't need 100% EVIDENCE to see HOW THIS WORLD IS ****ED UP.
YOU DONT NEED IT..
YOU DONT NEED IT!!!
 

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