Zatchiel

Close your eyes and say bloody Mary 3 times. It should get those pesky starers out of your mind.

HEY HEY WHAT CAN l SAY?

Hey hey hey! ika:

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Haha thanks Zatch

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23RCsKntEtg&feature=plcp my fav song

Thanks Zatch =D

What did you write on my wall last night >__>

Zatch.... zatch.


catch....

You're insane.

I'm terrible at singing though =C

uuh C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G SONG?

...O_o uuuuuuuuuuh I'm confused.

Indeed it has

haha Thanks. I feel like lurking hard in these Boards finally served a purpose.

Rly starting to love having a pink user lol (go fig). Thanks man <3

I just saw this. My bad~

I'm not particularly good at recolors though, to be honest. I could TRY I suppose.

Zatch! Zatch!

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Hi :3

Thanks .

Why would you have any reason to be sorry? @__@

I read your message to yourself... You can change the present. It is the only thing you can change. And the absolute worst thing you can choose to do is brood on things that make you feel like a failure. I'm not free of self-hate either, but it is a feeling that can only do bad.

Happy belated birthday! I'm sorry I missed that D:

Dang, haven't been here in a while. Hope you've been doing well.

Do you want to be successful in life?
Listen, I'd like to take this to PM, if you don't mind.

Are you afraid of being rejected, or do you really feel you would be a hindrance to that person?

Not at all. I'm just curious as to what's on your mind.

So there's honestly nothing in your life that you would want to cling to before accepting death?

So when did you realize all of this?

Pretty good I guess.
I tried reading V but after about 20 Dictionary.reference.com trips I tl;dr'd it to "fml".
I'm assuming you can't find something that really drives your life? Something you love and want to make your career/hobby?
I'm going through somewhat the same thing, kinda. Every day I stay in bed longer since I don't want to get up and be in "reality". Feels like every day is the same. And the differences are either annoyances or hurtful.
derp

So how you been etc.?

Lolz can't believe I missed that group

OHH I understand why you locked your VM profile. I now see that person stealing my Ninetales, don't worry it's okay I understand now and I'll take care of the situation ASAP.

Well, here's before 17 long years:

I hate it. My life is just short of a travesty. I despise it a little more than I despise myself, how uncanny. I have no clue what's kept me going for 17 years, I should have seen it sooner. It's absolutely laughable. My educational ideology is but a blunder. My aptitudes? Nonexistent.
My life is stupid. It's not bad, it's just stupid; I've made it stupid. I have single-handedly ****ed up my life by doing nothing bad, but by doing nothing at all. I can't change the past. I can't change the present. One can say that I can alter my future, but answer me this: What future? I haven't gone anywhere in life. I've been in the same place all of my life, not caring, and it can't be undone. People have given me pointers, advice, dissuasions, admonishments, whatever, and I've always seemed indifferent. My faults.

I'm a happy, mirthful person when I'm not so pensive, right? No. My happiness is just as ostensive and deceiving as my life. When I encounter "happiness", there's always something wrong. It's always too good to be reality. I should ignore it, but that would make me an exceptionally dull person, right? I might as well be. It wouldn't change me for the worse.

I really don't know what it's worth anymore. To take the gift of life, but not have any clue what to do with it. To use it to only my full benefit would make me seem parsimonious. To use it to fully benefit others would make me a sycophant. I'm aware that there are multiple interpretations on how life "should" be, but life is ultimately what you make it. I haven't made anything of my life, so do I have one? Am I at all alive? I feel like an enigma half the time, especially when I'm thinking to myself, and I think: What's worth anymore of it? I'd rather give my life to someone who would actually put it to use, for any little thing, which would be collollsal compared to anything I've ever "accomplished" thus far. I'm at indecision. If I was hasty to choose, I'd just say to hell with it. I'm done. I give up. I'm wasting the time of everyone around me.

That said, happy 17th birthday, you insignificant loser. One year closer to your demise.

not rly.

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So liek.... hai, nice to meet you random internet person <3

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KFC imo.
Soooooo much better than Popeyes.