Actually it's... almost literally the opposite LOL.
My dream job doesn't involve college. I have lots of ways of getting scholarships for college. In fact, there are like, three colleges I know of that I have a guaranteed scholarship with. So it's a lot more the workload than the cost.
But I just... don't want to. I mean, there's even a major (computer programming) I know I would love if I did go, but there's something else I want to do a whole lot... that I have and can put a lot of time into without hating it.
There's nothing permanent with the role in LoL, but I just... lost interest in it. It really sucks though because it's the only role I ever wanted to play before LOL. Now I'd do ANY role except that one.
Maybe I just need to take a break from that role, idk.
Sorry to trouble you again <.<