have you missed enough days of school to fail despite straight 80s and 90s otherwise because it gets so strong that leaving the bed is a herculean task?
because I went from being able to go into high-level classes in high school to having to drop out within three years because of it
I feel you man. I've been failing all my classes and just generally having a **** time of it. I think it's because I've just stopped caring and just put all that passion and effort I put towards school to other tasks and hobbies.
My parents tried taking me to therapy, but I just couldn't get this therapist. He would constantly call me wrong and stupid, and tell me to dial back everything that isn't generally working. He called me an escapist for playing fighting games (really doc?), along with just calling out stereotypes until I was more depressed then I was to begin with.
To top it all off, the teachers at my school aren't very supportive, as they all tell me I've made bad "choices". Is it a choice that I'm just not generally interested in work that won't generally matter in an office environment years down the line, or an acting class forced upon me by the school system with a teacher that yells in my ear for not wanting to act.
Honestly though, I'm getting really tired of this ****. I've been planning my own mental therapy for awhile now, where I'm both the therapist and client.
I think by self-evaluation and resolve may I fix the ever-screwiness of my mundane, terrible life.