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Wow, for real we were talking about you when we were talking about this time period of playing Smash very recently! I think it was this past week or so during some tea conversation. What strange coincidence, t1mmy particularly must have picked up on the Kirby vibes since he started the conversation. Haha... I'll have to show him this right away, it will be such a nice Christmas Eve message. He always loves hearing from all the oldschool/veteran Smashers, and also people who enjoy playing Kirby (he's still got such passion and a kind of zeal for talking about Kirby even after so many years!).Hey Timmy and Tommy et al, first I just wanna say I'm surprised this thread is still alive! I recently bought Smash Ultimate and I am beyond terrible at it lol but I'm having the most fun playing as Kirby and it makes me think of you, Timmy, every time.
It's all good, for sure no hard feelings or any grudges at all. We understand the situation, as a number of people have contacted us with similar sentiments regarding this drama. It was a time of being young and free-spirited with plenty of energy and ambition. That kind of verdant spirit is unbridled and can be used for any direction, so influence from others can be pretty strong when looking for any kind of guidance.Anyway, today I randomly searched for my old username here and found the updates in this thread:
OSU Smash Fest III {NOW WITH MORE MAPS!}
And that will be when you decide to stop being a douche :Psmashboards.com
And I wanted to just give a public apology for any and all unsavory, mean-spirited behavior I knowingly committed back in the day, including any related to my relationship with you guys when I was hanging with Balloon. Not that I'm blaming him for my being a jerk, that was definitely all me. But if my memory is correct, hanging with him was playing a part in turning me against you guys.
It's easy to get ego tied up with competition, and can be difficult to separate the two when starting out. As we grow we understand more the value behind our thoughts, behavior, and actions. Being able to separate the elements and sublimate all the emotion and spirit that makes up life is quite an alchemical undergoing, it's all rather magical and beautiful. However we expressed ourselves isn't who we are today, as we transform moment to moment so we can put a lot of what was said and done behind us and focus on greater endeavors.I had a fairly strong sense of right from wrong, but I also had an out of control ego. And I was very bad at condemning when people would do things that I could feel were wrong. Many times the things that would be said about you behind your backs were pretty messed up, like when Balloon for example would make fun of you guys for playing a video game when you were 30 years old. I remember when he turned 30 (and he and I at this point were long since ending our friendship) I thought to myself, there he is, still playing a video game at 30... to be fair, I think he quit shortly after. Anyway, not important. I'm sorry the drama somehow continued after I quit, and all the way into 2023 — yikes :/ Despite our falling out, I've wished the best for balloon in his life, and he seems to be doing work that is in alignment with his interests, so I think he's at least happy with that, and I hope he can let all this stuff go and find peace with regard to all this history.
I'm glad things turned out as good as they did. I didn't realize it at the time, but the energy it took to compete was very stressful at a time when I was in a hazardous environment. I still have to deal with some issues, but I am thankful for the point I've come and how much better things finally reached (just a couple years ago, really) and can be very proud of myself of getting through tournaments and school despite a kind of saturnical challenge.Tommy, I'm really impressed with the progress that you said you made being #1 on PR for years and taking top 10 at majors. That's awesome dude. I'm glad to hear your health and life are on a good track, I remember hearing about the mold situation. Timmy, I hope you're doing great in your life too.
Yes, this is how I see things too! It's all water under the bridge, and honestly I think the challenges set by Bart (and any conspiring with Viviff later) were exactly what helped to push me to be a better Smash player and eventually a regional champion, but more importantly it really helped me understand a bigger picture as well; the world isn't going to be there to help and support you, it's a big world full of people with their own prerogatives. If you want great things then you have to do great work. There will always be challenges and trials, many of which we'll stumble upon on our way through them, but I think you've proven that despite any time we do stumble there is always a chance for redemption and get ourselves back on a greater path.Despite our falling out, I've wished the best for balloon in his life, and he seems to be doing work that is in alignment with his interests, so I think he's at least happy with that, and I hope he can let all this stuff go and find peace with regard to all this history.
I am really touched that you went out of your way to reflect on all this and write about it in such a profound way.I won't be posting any further here just wanted to give you an apology and become pono with this area of my life's history. I've wished I could delete my old account altogether due to the embarrassment I feel over it, but whatever lol.
I'll never forget you two, I love you, thank you.