Hello mates, been a while hasn't it?
So I've got done wth the entire funeral yesterday (Yes, Pop sadly couldn't make it unfortunately), and I've never felt more stronger since the tears that were shed. He's done a lot of things for us as a grandfather, whether it was being there when we had problems or giving us a laugh or two when we needed it. He was even one of the few people in our family that was alright with the idea of us starting new lives in the US. That's just how much of an important figure he is in our entire family. And I even survived reading that obituary for the day that me and my father worked on. My biggest fear was that crying would disrupt the reading of the script, but they were patient and during with me during times I would take a moment and let it all out. So he's lived a long healthy live with a wife, children, and grandchildren/nieces/nephews. That's a nice life for any grandparent to live and I couldn't be happier the more I thought about it. Sure I will miss him, but I could trust him when he felt that it was the to go. I will never forget about him just like he would likely never forget about us.
A real pity that we won't be coming back to the States for a while. But I can respect the family's decision since Ma (grandma) would be pretty lonely on her own. We will give her all the support and company she needs since it would be her first year without her husband. The fact that I even thought of the idea to come over and cook dinner for her despite Thanksgiving being non-existent in Queensland shows what let's I would go through to make anyone happy. She's got her family by her side despite losing the most important person in her life. We will make sure she has a great life as long as she lives. If she's happy, then so are we. That's why family is the most important thing that everyone should treasure.
Sorry if I'm rambling too much about things most of you already know like family bonds and such, but I couldn't be more happier than being a part of his final moments and the funeral. My only regret is not giving him a final hug, but it was hospital rules. Can't ignore them. Either way, Pop will be missed and we will never forget the things he had done for me and the rest of his family.