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I really really really have a hard time understanding why people expect Smash Bros at every direct
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SEW is, like, the second best anime Youtuber that doesn't have some really bad opinions(I love you Geoff but for ****'s sake).************ I thought I was the only SuperEyepatchWolf fan here
Now I also have evidence to back up my other claims, thank youAlso EVERYONE in Europe eats ponies. We just don't know, they label it wrong
****ing normie doesn't even watch SEW smh ://Lemme guess, Dr. Goku Youtube series?
Cause it's the only reason they bought the Switch.I really really really have a hard time understanding why people expect Smash Bros at every direct
By drinking bottles of waterHow does ANYONE survive summer without ice cream???
i shouldnt be taking because ive been asking for Animal Crossing a lot lolCause it's the only reason they bought the Switch.
I have no interest in a new Smash until one is actually announced (all my resources are on Brawlout currently).I really really really have a hard time understanding why people expect Smash Bros at every direct
Lemonade.How does ANYONE survive summer without ice cream???
SEW is, like, the second best anime Youtuber that doesn't have some really bad opinions(I love you Geoff but for ****'s sake).
I really like how his videos are generally stuff that's not some really specific subject, they're more on-the-surface topics like Fight Scenes or Villains and Heroes but he does such an amazing job at them.
The best would be Explanation Point btw
Now I also have evidence to back up my other claims, thank you
****ing normie doesn't even watch SEW smh ://
I know this isn't SpongeBob related, but I thought this would go on a bingo thing. Maybe I'll make a comic one if I find enough funny panels.*breaks out from grave*
*opens SpongeBob folder*
Time to work.
And I want Star Fox.By drinking bottles of water
i shouldnt be taking because ive been asking for Animal Crossing a lot lol
And I want Star Fox.
That's like saying you can survive just by eating tasteless foodBy drinking bottles of water
That only makes you thirstier thoLemonade
Well you s-I really really really have a hard time understanding why people expect Smash Bros at every direct
Never mind answered your own question LOL.i shouldnt be taking because ive been asking for Animal Crossing a lot lol
Hell if the only food around when the world ends is tasteless, id take the tasteless food because i need my nutrientsThat's like saying you can survive just by eating tasteless food
Only thing there is I dont get myself hyped for a game I know wont show up on a direct. I always say " I know this game wont be on the direct" to save me the disapointment when it isnt there amd give me more excitement when it isNever mind answered your own question LOL.
I feel like people are expecting both way too much, but I see why people want them. I just figure it'll hurt less if folks just go with the flow since they'll both probably happen eventually anyway.
That's a way better outlook than most people. I'm more talking about a lot of Animal Crossing chatter in general in terms of the overexpectation part. It gets as much chatter as Smash Bros in terms of people expecting it.Hell if the only food around when the world ends is tasteless, id take the tasteless food because i need my nutrients
Only thing there is I dont get myself hyped for a game I know wont show up on a direct. I always say " I know this game wont be on the direct" to save me the disapointment when it isnt there amd give me more excitement when it is
The video is too short.Gamexplain has a 1 hour and 11 minute video about predictions for the direct.
Bless Gamexplain
With the Direct coming I also hope there won't be any leaks...I think they confirmed the direct will be headlines. So there might be a lot of announcements. IIRC the April direct had about 30 games in 35 minutes, with a focus on 2 (ARMS and Splatoon 2). This is a 45 minute direct with no focus. Odyssey will probably get the most amount of time, but anything more than 5 minutes seems iffy.
Edit: not confirmed, only the same font and logo as April. Still possible though
I only got to around 10 minutes...Gamexplain has a 1 hour and 11 minute video about predictions for the direct.
Bless Gamexplain
People like to complain about their overly long discussions.Gamexplain has a 1 hour and 11 minute video about predictions for the direct.
Bless Gamexplain
Oh yeah, I am also sure that Japan Direct might get some exclusive content, which I mean is possibly they will reveal Japan only games. Like... Dragon Quest XI? Anyone still remembers that game is coming to Switch?https://www.reddit.com/r/NintendoSwitch/comments/6zg73q/japanese_nintendo_direct_site_confirms_that/
At least in Japan, mobile stuff will be missing in action in the Direct
Ah ha, ah ha ha ha, let me rephrase that. I don't eat a lot of junk food.So, does this mean you eat ponies or that you watch healthy food?
It's kind of ambiguous
Or that I watch healthy food......... you mean this piece of nostalgia you just reminded me of?or that you watch healthy food
I talk with a lot of people at the university I go to and some people online who deal with that sort of thing. My wife's dealing with anxiety lately as well. Seems like a lot of people are dealing with either anxiety or self doubt lately.Anyone here ever have anxiety before?
Because i'm dealing with it right now. And it sucks.
Now that you mention it, that doesn't sound like a bad idea.the direct is 45 minutes long, which is plenty of time! that means there's no excuse if they don't announce a new warioware
I get feelings like i'm choking when i'm eating or i'm going to pass out.I talk with a lot of people at the university I go to and some people online who deal with that sort of thing. My wife's dealing with anxiety lately as well. Seems like a lot of people are dealing with either anxiety or self doubt lately.
If you don't mind my inquiring, what's been troubling you?
Sounds terrible.I get feelings like i'm choking when i'm eating or i'm going to pass out.
This has been a long-standing issue with me but it's worsened just yesterday. Sometimes I get heart-attack like symptoms but I know it's not that since anxiety and heart attack symptoms go hand in hand and that my doctor told me that nothing was wrong with my heart.
It's just a really ****ty experience.
It's an on and off feeling but it happens very frequently and almost every time I eat.Sounds terrible.
Does this choking feeling happen no matter what you're eating or drinking?
Well, have you mentioned it to your doctor? Sounds like some kind of throat issue.It's an on and off feeling but it happens very frequently and almost every time I eat.
Gamexplain finde a way to make long discussions enjoyable. It's pretty impressivePeople like to complain about their overly long discussions.
But when you have stuff like school work and art to do, those videos work absolute wonders.
Oh my.I am ****ed up guys.
These last to weeks have been hell in a hand basket. My family making me do stuff I don't want to do. Making me work with no pay. My state not letting me start college. Everything had just been bad. This week started out so much better. I got to hang out and watch a movie with the love of my life, my best friend, and his girlfriend. Me and my love drove home together and she broke down in the car, saying she was sorry for not being there for me. That she ruins everything good in her life. I told her it wasn't her fault. I took the blame. I told her I wanted her to have fun while she was at college that all she had to do was text me. And I'd know that she cares. Not to worry about me. And then yesterday happened. My girlfriend of 3 years asked me to drive to the mall an hour away to meet her. I was thinking "oh she wants to hang out, she wants to have some fun together". For the first time since she started college I felt like she had chose me over something that may have been more important, I was so happy. I get all nice and dressed up for her, I wear her favorite clothes, her favorite cologne, and I drive that hour with nothing but happiness in my heart. I met her in front of the Belk and she dumps me hard, without warning, we hadn't even fallen on bad times, she wouldn't even tell me why. I sat in the parking lot for an hour crying, mulling over what I had done to push us apart so quickly, calling her sporadically with no breaks. I called her at least a hundred times, trying to ask her what had went wrong. Trying to explain to her that I could help her get through whatever it was she was going through. She called my best friend and my sister to make sure I got home safely. She cared, I knew that. After at least a hundred calls and me driving around her college town she picks up. It wasn't her though. It was a guys voice that said "it's Scotty" before quickly hanging up. I thought nothing of it. I thought it was just background noise at her college. That they didn't actually say "it's Scotty". So, I walked up to her dorm, I knocked. I hear her coming to the door and I hear her say "wait in the bathroom", again, I thought nothing of it. I poured my heart out to her in the hallways, telling her how much she mattered to me and how much I cared, we made amends and made a deal. That a two week break would be best for us. That night she text me and told me that she really just wanted to be single. My heart was ripped out of my chest again. I called her that night and she still wouldn't explain anything to me. That night I lied down to sleep and I kept trying to think what went wrong. One little thought ran through my head in a split second, "what it she's cheating on me?". I didn't sleep last night. Not a wink. I tried to comfort myself, "she would never do this to me, she loves me" but I couldn't break apart the pieces I put together. The "it's Scotty" and "wait in the bathroom" haunted me all night. I stayed up and called her at the time I thought she would be awake. She answered and I asked her straight out, she said she would never do that to me. That she would never do that to anyone. I asked her about the "wait in the bathroom" and she said it was her friend, yes, a guy. And that she told him to wait in there because she knew I would think that. That she knew I would act like that if I saw him. But she insisted she would never cheat on me. Ever. But why, then, did she have a guy in her room on the same exact day that she ripped my heart out? She didn't wait. A single day. I always told her I was ok with her hanging out with her guy friends, she's always had guy friends, she always hung out with her Cross Country friends. Many of them guys, and I was okay with that. I was never a hard boyfriend to please. All I ever wanted was to see her when I could. That's all. I didn't know we were falling apart, she never told me, she never talked to me about it. We're on a two week hiatus, a break, I don't even know why.
Long story short, I'm ****ed up, hardcore. In a week where everything was getting better, in a week where Black Manta was supposed to come out and a new direct was supposed to happen, where I was fully prepared to gush my nerdiness on her, witch she always seemed to love. She tore me apart. For no reason.
Anyways, I'll be ok. I promise you guys that I'll be fine. I just won't be active. At least for these two weeks.
Sorry to hear that, man. *hugs hard*I am ****ed up guys.
These last to weeks have been hell in a hand basket. My family making me do stuff I don't want to do. Making me work with no pay. My state not letting me start college. Everything had just been bad. This week started out so much better. I got to hang out and watch a movie with the love of my life, my best friend, and his girlfriend. Me and my love drove home together and she broke down in the car, saying she was sorry for not being there for me. That she ruins everything good in her life. I told her it wasn't her fault. I took the blame. I told her I wanted her to have fun while she was at college that all she had to do was text me. And I'd know that she cares. Not to worry about me. And then yesterday happened. My girlfriend of 3 years asked me to drive to the mall an hour away to meet her. I was thinking "oh she wants to hang out, she wants to have some fun together". For the first time since she started college I felt like she had chose me over something that may have been more important, I was so happy. I get all nice and dressed up for her, I wear her favorite clothes, her favorite cologne, and I drive that hour with nothing but happiness in my heart. I met her in front of the Belk and she dumps me hard, without warning, we hadn't even fallen on bad times, she wouldn't even tell me why. I sat in the parking lot for an hour crying, mulling over what I had done to push us apart so quickly, calling her sporadically with no breaks. I called her at least a hundred times, trying to ask her what had went wrong. Trying to explain to her that I could help her get through whatever it was she was going through. She called my best friend and my sister to make sure I got home safely. She cared, I knew that. After at least a hundred calls and me driving around her college town she picks up. It wasn't her though. It was a guys voice that said "it's Scotty" before quickly hanging up. I thought nothing of it. I thought it was just background noise at her college. That they didn't actually say "it's Scotty". So, I walked up to her dorm, I knocked. I hear her coming to the door and I hear her say "wait in the bathroom", again, I thought nothing of it. I poured my heart out to her in the hallways, telling her how much she mattered to me and how much I cared, we made amends and made a deal. That a two week break would be best for us. That night she text me and told me that she really just wanted to be single. My heart was ripped out of my chest again. I called her that night and she still wouldn't explain anything to me. That night I lied down to sleep and I kept trying to think what went wrong. One little thought ran through my head in a split second, "what it she's cheating on me?". I didn't sleep last night. Not a wink. I tried to comfort myself, "she would never do this to me, she loves me" but I couldn't break apart the pieces I put together. The "it's Scotty" and "wait in the bathroom" haunted me all night. I stayed up and called her at the time I thought she would be awake. She answered and I asked her straight out, she said she would never do that to me. That she would never do that to anyone. I asked her about the "wait in the bathroom" and she said it was her friend, yes, a guy. And that she told him to wait in there because she knew I would think that. That she knew I would act like that if I saw him. But she insisted she would never cheat on me. Ever. But why, then, did she have a guy in her room on the same exact day that she ripped my heart out? She didn't wait. A single day. I always told her I was ok with her hanging out with her guy friends, she's always had guy friends, she always hung out with her Cross Country friends. Many of them guys, and I was okay with that. I was never a hard boyfriend to please. All I ever wanted was to see her when I could. That's all. I didn't know we were falling apart, she never told me, she never talked to me about it. We're on a two week hiatus, a break, I don't even know why.
Long story short, I'm ****ed up, hardcore. In a week where everything was getting better, in a week where Black Manta was supposed to come out and a new direct was supposed to happen, where I was fully prepared to gush my nerdiness on her, witch she always seemed to love. She tore me apart. For no reason.
Anyways, I'll be ok. I promise you guys that I'll be fine. I just won't be active. At least for these two weeks.
That is... very, very rough. Stay strong, we all have our crappy seasons in life.I am ****ed up guys.
These last to weeks have been hell in a hand basket. My family making me do stuff I don't want to do. Making me work with no pay. My state not letting me start college. Everything had just been bad. This week started out so much better. I got to hang out and watch a movie with the love of my life, my best friend, and his girlfriend. Me and my love drove home together and she broke down in the car, saying she was sorry for not being there for me. That she ruins everything good in her life. I told her it wasn't her fault. I took the blame. I told her I wanted her to have fun while she was at college that all she had to do was text me. And I'd know that she cares. Not to worry about me. And then yesterday happened. My girlfriend of 3 years asked me to drive to the mall an hour away to meet her. I was thinking "oh she wants to hang out, she wants to have some fun together". For the first time since she started college I felt like she had chose me over something that may have been more important, I was so happy. I get all nice and dressed up for her, I wear her favorite clothes, her favorite cologne, and I drive that hour with nothing but happiness in my heart. I met her in front of the Belk and she dumps me hard, without warning, we hadn't even fallen on bad times, she wouldn't even tell me why. I sat in the parking lot for an hour crying, mulling over what I had done to push us apart so quickly, calling her sporadically with no breaks. I called her at least a hundred times, trying to ask her what had went wrong. Trying to explain to her that I could help her get through whatever it was she was going through. She called my best friend and my sister to make sure I got home safely. She cared, I knew that. After at least a hundred calls and me driving around her college town she picks up. It wasn't her though. It was a guys voice that said "it's Scotty" before quickly hanging up. I thought nothing of it. I thought it was just background noise at her college. That they didn't actually say "it's Scotty". So, I walked up to her dorm, I knocked. I hear her coming to the door and I hear her say "wait in the bathroom", again, I thought nothing of it. I poured my heart out to her in the hallways, telling her how much she mattered to me and how much I cared, we made amends and made a deal. That a two week break would be best for us. That night she text me and told me that she really just wanted to be single. My heart was ripped out of my chest again. I called her that night and she still wouldn't explain anything to me. That night I lied down to sleep and I kept trying to think what went wrong. One little thought ran through my head in a split second, "what it she's cheating on me?". I didn't sleep last night. Not a wink. I tried to comfort myself, "she would never do this to me, she loves me" but I couldn't break apart the pieces I put together. The "it's Scotty" and "wait in the bathroom" haunted me all night. I stayed up and called her at the time I thought she would be awake. She answered and I asked her straight out, she said she would never do that to me. That she would never do that to anyone. I asked her about the "wait in the bathroom" and she said it was her friend, yes, a guy. And that she told him to wait in there because she knew I would think that. That she knew I would act like that if I saw him. But she insisted she would never cheat on me. Ever. But why, then, did she have a guy in her room on the same exact day that she ripped my heart out? She didn't wait. A single day. I always told her I was ok with her hanging out with her guy friends, she's always had guy friends, she always hung out with her Cross Country friends. Many of them guys, and I was okay with that. I was never a hard boyfriend to please. All I ever wanted was to see her when I could. That's all. I didn't know we were falling apart, she never told me, she never talked to me about it. We're on a two week hiatus, a break, I don't even know why.
Long story short, I'm ****ed up, hardcore. In a week where everything was getting better, in a week where Black Manta was supposed to come out and a new direct was supposed to happen, where I was fully prepared to gush my nerdiness on her, witch she always seemed to love. She tore me apart. For no reason.
Anyways, I'll be ok. I promise you guys that I'll be fine. I just won't be active. At least for these two weeks.
Dude, holy ****.I am ****ed up guys.
These last to weeks have been hell in a hand basket. My family making me do stuff I don't want to do. Making me work with no pay. My state not letting me start college. Everything had just been bad. This week started out so much better. I got to hang out and watch a movie with the love of my life, my best friend, and his girlfriend. Me and my love drove home together and she broke down in the car, saying she was sorry for not being there for me. That she ruins everything good in her life. I told her it wasn't her fault. I took the blame. I told her I wanted her to have fun while she was at college that all she had to do was text me. And I'd know that she cares. Not to worry about me. And then yesterday happened. My girlfriend of 3 years asked me to drive to the mall an hour away to meet her. I was thinking "oh she wants to hang out, she wants to have some fun together". For the first time since she started college I felt like she had chose me over something that may have been more important, I was so happy. I get all nice and dressed up for her, I wear her favorite clothes, her favorite cologne, and I drive that hour with nothing but happiness in my heart. I met her in front of the Belk and she dumps me hard, without warning, we hadn't even fallen on bad times, she wouldn't even tell me why. I sat in the parking lot for an hour crying, mulling over what I had done to push us apart so quickly, calling her sporadically with no breaks. I called her at least a hundred times, trying to ask her what had went wrong. Trying to explain to her that I could help her get through whatever it was she was going through. She called my best friend and my sister to make sure I got home safely. She cared, I knew that. After at least a hundred calls and me driving around her college town she picks up. It wasn't her though. It was a guys voice that said "it's Scotty" before quickly hanging up. I thought nothing of it. I thought it was just background noise at her college. That they didn't actually say "it's Scotty". So, I walked up to her dorm, I knocked. I hear her coming to the door and I hear her say "wait in the bathroom", again, I thought nothing of it. I poured my heart out to her in the hallways, telling her how much she mattered to me and how much I cared, we made amends and made a deal. That a two week break would be best for us. That night she text me and told me that she really just wanted to be single. My heart was ripped out of my chest again. I called her that night and she still wouldn't explain anything to me. That night I lied down to sleep and I kept trying to think what went wrong. One little thought ran through my head in a split second, "what it she's cheating on me?". I didn't sleep last night. Not a wink. I tried to comfort myself, "she would never do this to me, she loves me" but I couldn't break apart the pieces I put together. The "it's Scotty" and "wait in the bathroom" haunted me all night. I stayed up and called her at the time I thought she would be awake. She answered and I asked her straight out, she said she would never do that to me. That she would never do that to anyone. I asked her about the "wait in the bathroom" and she said it was her friend, yes, a guy. And that she told him to wait in there because she knew I would think that. That she knew I would act like that if I saw him. But she insisted she would never cheat on me. Ever. But why, then, did she have a guy in her room on the same exact day that she ripped my heart out? She didn't wait. A single day. I always told her I was ok with her hanging out with her guy friends, she's always had guy friends, she always hung out with her Cross Country friends. Many of them guys, and I was okay with that. I was never a hard boyfriend to please. All I ever wanted was to see her when I could. That's all. I didn't know we were falling apart, she never told me, she never talked to me about it. We're on a two week hiatus, a break, I don't even know why.
Long story short, I'm ****ed up, hardcore. In a week where everything was getting better, in a week where Black Manta was supposed to come out and a new direct was supposed to happen, where I was fully prepared to gush my nerdiness on her, witch she always seemed to love. She tore me apart. For no reason.
Anyways, I'll be ok. I promise you guys that I'll be fine. I just won't be active. At least for these two weeks.
Well rip Anything Animal Crossing related, i can cross that offhttps://www.reddit.com/r/NintendoSwitch/comments/6zg73q/japanese_nintendo_direct_site_confirms_that/
At least in Japan, mobile stuff will be missing in action in the Direct
This just suck, I hope you will get better in those 2 weeks. Be sure to make peace yourself and try to not think about what happened too often or you won't be able to move on. In any case, I wish you the best. (btw, I wish I was able to make a better post than this, but my eyes are begging to sleep. So I can't write something too long, but I hope my post can help you despite that)I am ****ed up guys.
These last to weeks have been hell in a hand basket. My family making me do stuff I don't want to do. Making me work with no pay. My state not letting me start college. Everything had just been bad. This week started out so much better. I got to hang out and watch a movie with the love of my life, my best friend, and his girlfriend. Me and my love drove home together and she broke down in the car, saying she was sorry for not being there for me. That she ruins everything good in her life. I told her it wasn't her fault. I took the blame. I told her I wanted her to have fun while she was at college that all she had to do was text me. And I'd know that she cares. Not to worry about me. And then yesterday happened. My girlfriend of 3 years asked me to drive to the mall an hour away to meet her. I was thinking "oh she wants to hang out, she wants to have some fun together". For the first time since she started college I felt like she had chose me over something that may have been more important, I was so happy. I get all nice and dressed up for her, I wear her favorite clothes, her favorite cologne, and I drive that hour with nothing but happiness in my heart. I met her in front of the Belk and she dumps me hard, without warning, we hadn't even fallen on bad times, she wouldn't even tell me why. I sat in the parking lot for an hour crying, mulling over what I had done to push us apart so quickly, calling her sporadically with no breaks. I called her at least a hundred times, trying to ask her what had went wrong. Trying to explain to her that I could help her get through whatever it was she was going through. She called my best friend and my sister to make sure I got home safely. She cared, I knew that. After at least a hundred calls and me driving around her college town she picks up. It wasn't her though. It was a guys voice that said "it's Scotty" before quickly hanging up. I thought nothing of it. I thought it was just background noise at her college. That they didn't actually say "it's Scotty". So, I walked up to her dorm, I knocked. I hear her coming to the door and I hear her say "wait in the bathroom", again, I thought nothing of it. I poured my heart out to her in the hallways, telling her how much she mattered to me and how much I cared, we made amends and made a deal. That a two week break would be best for us. That night she text me and told me that she really just wanted to be single. My heart was ripped out of my chest again. I called her that night and she still wouldn't explain anything to me. That night I lied down to sleep and I kept trying to think what went wrong. One little thought ran through my head in a split second, "what it she's cheating on me?". I didn't sleep last night. Not a wink. I tried to comfort myself, "she would never do this to me, she loves me" but I couldn't break apart the pieces I put together. The "it's Scotty" and "wait in the bathroom" haunted me all night. I stayed up and called her at the time I thought she would be awake. She answered and I asked her straight out, she said she would never do that to me. That she would never do that to anyone. I asked her about the "wait in the bathroom" and she said it was her friend, yes, a guy. And that she told him to wait in there because she knew I would think that. That she knew I would act like that if I saw him. But she insisted she would never cheat on me. Ever. But why, then, did she have a guy in her room on the same exact day that she ripped my heart out? She didn't wait. A single day. I always told her I was ok with her hanging out with her guy friends, she's always had guy friends, she always hung out with her Cross Country friends. Many of them guys, and I was okay with that. I was never a hard boyfriend to please. All I ever wanted was to see her when I could. That's all. I didn't know we were falling apart, she never told me, she never talked to me about it. We're on a two week hiatus, a break, I don't even know why.
Long story short, I'm ****ed up, hardcore. In a week where everything was getting better, in a week where Black Manta was supposed to come out and a new direct was supposed to happen, where I was fully prepared to gush my nerdiness on her, witch she always seemed to love. She tore me apart. For no reason.
Anyways, I'll be ok. I promise you guys that I'll be fine. I just won't be active. At least for these two weeks.
I'm really sorry to hear that, take as much time as you need to get your thoughts back together and feel better. When you're ready, we'll be here for you to talk to.I am ****ed up guys.
These last to weeks have been hell in a hand basket. My family making me do stuff I don't want to do. Making me work with no pay. My state not letting me start college. Everything had just been bad. This week started out so much better. I got to hang out and watch a movie with the love of my life, my best friend, and his girlfriend. Me and my love drove home together and she broke down in the car, saying she was sorry for not being there for me. That she ruins everything good in her life. I told her it wasn't her fault. I took the blame. I told her I wanted her to have fun while she was at college that all she had to do was text me. And I'd know that she cares. Not to worry about me. And then yesterday happened. My girlfriend of 3 years asked me to drive to the mall an hour away to meet her. I was thinking "oh she wants to hang out, she wants to have some fun together". For the first time since she started college I felt like she had chose me over something that may have been more important, I was so happy. I get all nice and dressed up for her, I wear her favorite clothes, her favorite cologne, and I drive that hour with nothing but happiness in my heart. I met her in front of the Belk and she dumps me hard, without warning, we hadn't even fallen on bad times, she wouldn't even tell me why. I sat in the parking lot for an hour crying, mulling over what I had done to push us apart so quickly, calling her sporadically with no breaks. I called her at least a hundred times, trying to ask her what had went wrong. Trying to explain to her that I could help her get through whatever it was she was going through. She called my best friend and my sister to make sure I got home safely. She cared, I knew that. After at least a hundred calls and me driving around her college town she picks up. It wasn't her though. It was a guys voice that said "it's Scotty" before quickly hanging up. I thought nothing of it. I thought it was just background noise at her college. That they didn't actually say "it's Scotty". So, I walked up to her dorm, I knocked. I hear her coming to the door and I hear her say "wait in the bathroom", again, I thought nothing of it. I poured my heart out to her in the hallways, telling her how much she mattered to me and how much I cared, we made amends and made a deal. That a two week break would be best for us. That night she text me and told me that she really just wanted to be single. My heart was ripped out of my chest again. I called her that night and she still wouldn't explain anything to me. That night I lied down to sleep and I kept trying to think what went wrong. One little thought ran through my head in a split second, "what it she's cheating on me?". I didn't sleep last night. Not a wink. I tried to comfort myself, "she would never do this to me, she loves me" but I couldn't break apart the pieces I put together. The "it's Scotty" and "wait in the bathroom" haunted me all night. I stayed up and called her at the time I thought she would be awake. She answered and I asked her straight out, she said she would never do that to me. That she would never do that to anyone. I asked her about the "wait in the bathroom" and she said it was her friend, yes, a guy. And that she told him to wait in there because she knew I would think that. That she knew I would act like that if I saw him. But she insisted she would never cheat on me. Ever. But why, then, did she have a guy in her room on the same exact day that she ripped my heart out? She didn't wait. A single day. I always told her I was ok with her hanging out with her guy friends, she's always had guy friends, she always hung out with her Cross Country friends. Many of them guys, and I was okay with that. I was never a hard boyfriend to please. All I ever wanted was to see her when I could. That's all. I didn't know we were falling apart, she never told me, she never talked to me about it. We're on a two week hiatus, a break, I don't even know why.
Long story short, I'm ****ed up, hardcore. In a week where everything was getting better, in a week where Black Manta was supposed to come out and a new direct was supposed to happen, where I was fully prepared to gush my nerdiness on her, witch she always seemed to love. She tore me apart. For no reason.
Anyways, I'll be ok. I promise you guys that I'll be fine. I just won't be active. At least for these two weeks.