My Thought Process

[-_skinny_-]

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I wrote this when I was bored in summer school and in thought it woulld be nice to post as my 5th blog

Why is it so hard for me to think! I can't seem to concentrate, it's like my brain just wonders itself into some strange thought process where I don't think. I can sense the world around me, but i don't process it. I know i should pay attention but i just cant. I feel like a moron that runs on autopilot.

I even repeat things in my head endless times. Like, I'll do a short couple of movements, like moving my shoulder or eyebrows, accompanied by some random thought, and I'll repeat that movement and phrase! Am i ********?

Sometimes i feel like my mind has a mind of its own. I can't always control myself. I feel like I'm a genius, but i just can't seem to access that information. If someone asks me a question, my brain works on it's own to find that information, and I just recall it.

It seems that the only things I can actually think of are math and science. Even Art. I don't know, it honestly seems like my brain either does really simple or really complex algorithms to find the information.

I hear most people only visualize objects in 2D but i picture them in 3D. Not only that but I can manipulate it too, turn it, change it, manipulate it, whatever.

I honestly just want to know how you guys think...

 

[Glöwworm]

Why is it so hard for me to think! I can't seem to concentrate, it's like my brain just wonders itself into some strange thought process where I don't think.

and he has syphilis
and his mom was on playboy
and hes dead...
he gay...

yeah i can see your point

 

[-_skinny_-]

yeah thanks, i put my hart in this... sorta...

 

[RMelee]

Interesting

Perhaps your brain is relying on it's subconscious rather than the conscious. So thats why you remember and do things without thinking about them. If you wanna try to think more consciously then perhaps try to actively think about every thing you do, and try to snap out of it when you go into that state.

The reason why you can focus when you do math or science is because those subjects require A LOT of left brain thinking(deep calculative thought). It sounds to me like you are a very left brain-oriented person(just like me!). Which means that you do very well with things like mathematics and problem solving, but struggle or perform worse when it comes to things like art and creative things.

Now I'm not a psychiatrist or anything but maybe this will help! =D

 

[-_skinny_-]

Ah I see, i will definatelly thake your advice and try to do that, but what confuses me is that i do verry well in creative things, it just takes a while to "start it up" or get inspired. You may not have realized it but you have been one of my greatest helps even if you are not a psychiatrist or psychologist