RyuReiatsu
Smash Journeyman
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Link to original post: [drupal=2456]Just a blog before sleeping.[/drupal]
Another blog from no other than me, yep.
I've been pretty busy lately. School's been killing me. I have no time to play around anymore, which irritates me (or makes me go desperate) a lot. I'm on my senior year of HighSchool and it's not as I thought it would be. It's not fun, at all...
I should've never accepted to stay at the same school, seeing as how I've moved an hour away from the city. My sister was the one who persuaded me.
I'm tired, demotivated, unwilling to do anything. I wish I could simply sleep. Luckily, today, I was able to stay home. Because I was so tired to the point that I was about as dead as when I'm sick. Unfortunately, I feel like it was no recovery at all.
I haven't been able to do anything other than researches, homework and watching my little cousins since last week. No games, no fun. Nothing. Haven't had the time to even think of writing to vent. I didn't even have time to go for counseling at school yet. If I do have some free time, I'll be going tomorrow. Otherwise, maybe miss a class. But then again, they are busy too... Ya'll bet that I'm the only kid that needs them. My only free time is during weekends, and it's usually only a single day (either Saturdays or Sundays).
My family's rushing me on my future again. I'm 16 turning 17 and have no ambitions whatsoever. My mom's boyfriend told me he'd see me as a good dancer, because I seem to have a sense of rhythm. And so, I decided to look up Urban Element... And asked him what made sense (in term of hours per week). His answer: "Well, I don't know. A lot if you plan on becoming a pro, otherwise.. Just a few classes I guess." That wasn't the answer I was looking for.
And then, I realized I didn't even have time for such things. F*ck school.
It's pretty clear that I'm starting to go crazy. For instance, last week at my aunt's. Her stupid printer-fax-scanner-whatever-advanced-machine-thing couldn't print my stupid text. So I've had to write it by hand, which took an hour and a half. It could've been easily an hour and a half of relaxation, so I've outburst and started to hit the desk like a stupid crazy animal.
My sister thought I went nuts, and my cousin was really scared. Luckily, I had not woken up my aunt. On a good note, my sister had suggested me to ask a few days off to my mom. Which I obviously did not ask for, knowing her. She'd tell me I went nuts, which is true.
In any case, I'll be writing a new blog soon. Just to annoy you... Nah, not really. I just don't have the inspiration to write anymore, I've had so much to say during these past weeks that I don't know what put anymore.
Another blog from no other than me, yep.
I've been pretty busy lately. School's been killing me. I have no time to play around anymore, which irritates me (or makes me go desperate) a lot. I'm on my senior year of HighSchool and it's not as I thought it would be. It's not fun, at all...
I should've never accepted to stay at the same school, seeing as how I've moved an hour away from the city. My sister was the one who persuaded me.
I'm tired, demotivated, unwilling to do anything. I wish I could simply sleep. Luckily, today, I was able to stay home. Because I was so tired to the point that I was about as dead as when I'm sick. Unfortunately, I feel like it was no recovery at all.
I haven't been able to do anything other than researches, homework and watching my little cousins since last week. No games, no fun. Nothing. Haven't had the time to even think of writing to vent. I didn't even have time to go for counseling at school yet. If I do have some free time, I'll be going tomorrow. Otherwise, maybe miss a class. But then again, they are busy too... Ya'll bet that I'm the only kid that needs them. My only free time is during weekends, and it's usually only a single day (either Saturdays or Sundays).
My family's rushing me on my future again. I'm 16 turning 17 and have no ambitions whatsoever. My mom's boyfriend told me he'd see me as a good dancer, because I seem to have a sense of rhythm. And so, I decided to look up Urban Element... And asked him what made sense (in term of hours per week). His answer: "Well, I don't know. A lot if you plan on becoming a pro, otherwise.. Just a few classes I guess." That wasn't the answer I was looking for.
And then, I realized I didn't even have time for such things. F*ck school.
It's pretty clear that I'm starting to go crazy. For instance, last week at my aunt's. Her stupid printer-fax-scanner-whatever-advanced-machine-thing couldn't print my stupid text. So I've had to write it by hand, which took an hour and a half. It could've been easily an hour and a half of relaxation, so I've outburst and started to hit the desk like a stupid crazy animal.
My sister thought I went nuts, and my cousin was really scared. Luckily, I had not woken up my aunt. On a good note, my sister had suggested me to ask a few days off to my mom. Which I obviously did not ask for, knowing her. She'd tell me I went nuts, which is true.
In any case, I'll be writing a new blog soon. Just to annoy you... Nah, not really. I just don't have the inspiration to write anymore, I've had so much to say during these past weeks that I don't know what put anymore.