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sometimes i stay awake in bed and just think about what i would do if got to re do the last ten years with all the knowledge i have now
and then i say well
might as well re do the last ten years with total control of time and space
but then i just think
i would re-do everything over and over and over again until i got it perfect like save states. and things would take forever to get right. on the outside iwould look perfect but on the inside i would live a thousand lives
and then i fall asleep
and wake up and its tomorrow and i have to go to class and i have to go to work and i have friends who want to play and i want to play games
and then its bed time and i wonder why i think about the past so much
do i regret things? i tell myself no
sometimes i stay awake in bed and just think about what i would do if got to re do the last ten years with all the knowledge i have now
and then i say well
might as well re do the last ten years with total control of time and space
but then i just think
i would re-do everything over and over and over again until i got it perfect like save states. and things would take forever to get right. on the outside iwould look perfect but on the inside i would live a thousand lives
and then i fall asleep
and wake up and its tomorrow and i have to go to class and i have to go to work and i have friends who want to play and i want to play games
and then its bed time and i wonder why i think about the past so much
do i regret things? i tell myself no