I'm Content

[KnnySm3]

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Well, as it stands right now I'm pretty content with where I'm at on SWF. I've been around since 2006 (I've stressed that to the point of annoyance) and I was an infamous member named "Uncle Kenny". I've gained the hatred of quite a few people but I've also gained various admirers (though that number is dwarfed in comparison).

I guess the only real reason I'm back is because I felt like I owed it to SWF to give it a proper good bye. I was a HORRIBLE poster up to the point of my perma ban on my old account and after reading through it all, I realized I did this site a misjustice. This place has impacted my life in ways I never thought possible so the least I can do is end it on a good note.

Right now I have five perma infractions (eh, I like gambling) so if I get five more regular infractions, I'll be gone for good. I guess in a way this will encourage me not to be such a jerk or so full of myself or whatever... Plus, I kinda didn't want to tell Azua to ban me again for a THIRD time. It gets pretty freaking annoying after a while.

But anyway, yeah. I don't feel as though I'll be truly content and ready to move on until I've cleared the air with some of the members here... As long as one person remembers me in good nature instead of for my infamous reputation, I'll be ready to leave.

So yeah, I'll be gone in like a week. =D

 

[Omis]

Were you the person with the KFC Zenpachi avi?

 

[KnnySm3]

Yes.

You know... It's sad to move on and everything but I have to and it's time. This place will always hold a special place in my heart because a lot has changed with me because of it.

I learned to open my eyes and not be so close-minded and elitist, I learned that I'm going to need to get used to critism and judgements down the road, I discovered some amazing people, got the joy of reading some incredible wit and humor, and it got me moving around to other sites too which greatly impacted me because I met my girlfriend and bride to be.

This place was my first forum. And of course there were bad times... That comes with life. But there were some great times too. No other site will ever feel the way SWF does... Like home.

But now... I don't even have my username anymore. It really is time to go. It was time to go the last time I left, but this way I'm doing it right.

Thank you, Smashboards.

For everything.

Edit: Man, I have to be the only person to actually cry over some **** like this.

I really am pathetic, man... I didn't even cry when I graduated from high school. It's funny how significant small things can get. Let me just leave you guys with one thing...

Never stop looking for happiness. If you can't find it, it'll find you. You might not even realize it until three years later. =)

Heh...