reborn394
Smash Apprentice
A month ago, I had to be transfered to a hospital due to mania (bipolar disorder). I was confident about myself prior to this event; loving Smash, and doing what I like doing in general. But now I'm very stressed after this and I don't even like much what I do anymore. Last Friday, I had thoughts of suicide because I just couldn't handle anything else anymore. Recently however, some hope of light gave me a little strength to strive forward, even though I still feel fatigue and unenthusiastic at times.