I wish, darlin'.
It's probably going to be a couple of years before I head up there for good. Getting to a place where I can actually start putting away money for that kind of endeavor was my first priority; I just finished moving out of my old apartment a week ago and got a new place that was a lot closer to my job, cutting down on the raw expense of my car 'cause I don't have to drive anywhere anymore. It'll be hella cheap for me without having to resort to getting gas every waking moment and I don't have to really worry about maintenance aside from the odd oil change. Logistics aside, it was also the sorta move I needed for the sake of getting rid of all the little demons attached to the three years I spent there. Sometimes I felt like a ****ing headcase being inside of my old apartment so it'll be good to get a fresh new start.
I'll definitely be visiting and stuff in the interim, though. Wish I could go up there now to visit, but my Canadian woman is kind of in the middle of taking care of some ugly business with her ex-husband. It's more or less a battle for custody of their only daughter, and my girlfriend is fighting tooth and nail to keep her. It's been really putting a kind of strain on our relationship, too. I won't lie there. It's rough sitting back and watching this kinda stuff happen and essentially your only job is to shut up and listen. She always appears drained when we video chat, and her voice always has an edge and she's constantly depressed. I do adore her---love her---though, and I do wanna be there for her in any way I can.
So, yeah. Basically everything in a nutshell.