INSANE CARZY GUY
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I can shallow pride and do things that that hurt (brawl hurts my eyes no joke) and do things without a seeable reason. But I thought about it I could get over all the gay things and etc. but it would force my mind to do something I really really shouldn't do. To slow down. You really have no clue how bad this is. from saturday to yestreday even a little to day it felt like I kept takeing hits form a bong(look at the word felt
) I smelled it and everything My mind slowed down.
When walking to school I used to thinking a hundred thousand things at once nothing when thought my head that truely messed with me more than any mental break I,ve ever had. I felt my self dieing and rotting away in front of me. I couldn't see how beautyful everything was I lost track of days by day 2. I would randomly yell in freak really bad trying to stop the mental decay. If anything being sane drives me insane anymore. I missed my super tripy random thoughts like a black in white 2d cat walking a around a 3d ball with tripy colors in my thoughts i,ve even seen a circle made of colorful squares and I will never understand impossible i,ve seen and I can't do impossible.
At the point I could look very happy but I would beat the S*** out of someone who touched me witch I nearly did. This why I don't smoke weed because it isn't meant for my mind to be slower. I mean everything has to be fast I can wait but when I can go I need fast I,m the kind of guy who hates automatic doors because they slow me down.
I nearly failed math because I can't show my work I work everything out in my head without a CAL. showing my work is like grinding the mind gears in my head backwards.I won't work.
The best way to descibe me besides Hodapp is random, fast, deep,and morals.
Think me playing brawl I truely tryed my eyes burns my main isn't fun anymore, slow, campy,and I wasn't even into advanced techs or major combos in melee at the time. I,ve tryed to pick it up another 2 times it's impossbile. i,m sorry but it's not right I don't even play as marth much in melee because I feel bad about being gay range range.
say anything you want to say within reaon if you understand
I can shallow pride and do things that that hurt (brawl hurts my eyes no joke) and do things without a seeable reason. But I thought about it I could get over all the gay things and etc. but it would force my mind to do something I really really shouldn't do. To slow down. You really have no clue how bad this is. from saturday to yestreday even a little to day it felt like I kept takeing hits form a bong(look at the word felt
When walking to school I used to thinking a hundred thousand things at once nothing when thought my head that truely messed with me more than any mental break I,ve ever had. I felt my self dieing and rotting away in front of me. I couldn't see how beautyful everything was I lost track of days by day 2. I would randomly yell in freak really bad trying to stop the mental decay. If anything being sane drives me insane anymore. I missed my super tripy random thoughts like a black in white 2d cat walking a around a 3d ball with tripy colors in my thoughts i,ve even seen a circle made of colorful squares and I will never understand impossible i,ve seen and I can't do impossible.
At the point I could look very happy but I would beat the S*** out of someone who touched me witch I nearly did. This why I don't smoke weed because it isn't meant for my mind to be slower. I mean everything has to be fast I can wait but when I can go I need fast I,m the kind of guy who hates automatic doors because they slow me down.
I nearly failed math because I can't show my work I work everything out in my head without a CAL. showing my work is like grinding the mind gears in my head backwards.I won't work.
The best way to descibe me besides Hodapp is random, fast, deep,and morals.
Think me playing brawl I truely tryed my eyes burns my main isn't fun anymore, slow, campy,and I wasn't even into advanced techs or major combos in melee at the time. I,ve tryed to pick it up another 2 times it's impossbile. i,m sorry but it's not right I don't even play as marth much in melee because I feel bad about being gay range range.
say anything you want to say within reaon if you understand
