Ultimastrike
Smash Journeyman
I'm sorry if this sounds like a blog post or anything, but...
I don't understand myself when I play Sm4sh. Every time I play, I come under the belief that I can't improve on anything, even if it's something as simple as attempting to learn ledge trumping or even just general play. I've hurt myself time and time again, and I still haven't improved despite finding information about my character. I just can't seem to apply anything I tell myself to my play, and the same goes for new information I learn.
What can I do? I've seen a therapist plenty of times, but over the course of a few months, it feels like I haven't fixed anything about my play. Being limited to an hour to prevent myself from hurting or damaging my body, I don't know what to do for myself. At the end of each session, I've tended to damage either my hand or even my head at times.
How can I fix myself?
I don't understand myself when I play Sm4sh. Every time I play, I come under the belief that I can't improve on anything, even if it's something as simple as attempting to learn ledge trumping or even just general play. I've hurt myself time and time again, and I still haven't improved despite finding information about my character. I just can't seem to apply anything I tell myself to my play, and the same goes for new information I learn.
What can I do? I've seen a therapist plenty of times, but over the course of a few months, it feels like I haven't fixed anything about my play. Being limited to an hour to prevent myself from hurting or damaging my body, I don't know what to do for myself. At the end of each session, I've tended to damage either my hand or even my head at times.
How can I fix myself?