H3yra
Smash Rookie
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Link to original post: [drupal=3611]My Shrunk Role[/drupal]
(I am definitely not A1, who told you that)
I'm going to be honest with myself here: I have no place in the Brawl community.
The only thread I'm active in is the Kirby Social thread. I ran the old matchup thread (not particularly well, but it saw worse days than mine), there were some matchups I contributed a fair amount to, I was DOING something for Kirby, I was doing for something for Brawl. My activity in the matchup thread ended last November.
Since I joined the Kirby boards a little under 2 years ago, I've been mostly active there (though I was, as we all were, even more n00bish than I am now at the beginning). I was active in the stage discussion, the matchup thread, and looked at a Kirby AT, but that was all my role would ever be, someone on the sidelines, because I'm terrible at Brawl.
Once I realized a year ago that my Brawl "career" was going nowhere, and that persisting was distracting me from my life, I started playing much less. My knowledge has slowly slipped away from me, and now I can't even remember Kirby's frame data. I used to be someone with a place here, who was active in the social thread too. I used to be on the Kirby boards because I was trying to advance his metagame, and I enjoyed myself with other Kirbies. Now, I'm a baseball veteran, long after his prime has finished. Someone who should've retired long ago, and is now stuck on the bench in some kind of absurd coaching role.
The Kirby Socialers are my friends and I'm glad I've met them, but I don't belong on Smash World Forums if I have nothing to do with Smash. I don't belong here. I used to have a reason to stay up until 2 AM (like I was doing as I wrote this blog) just browsing the boards. I fell back to SWF after a falling out with several friends and made an effort to have a place here. I've made up with the friends I care to, and my place has disappeared. If you want to talk to me, I've got AIM (A1lion835) and you can email me at A1lion835@gmail.com . I'll still post here, I might even stay as active as I am now. To me, this blog is mostly about putting into text what I've realized today (it's a bit sad that it's taken me this long...), but I want my friends to know what's going on with me.
I love you guys.
(I am definitely not A1, who told you that)
I'm going to be honest with myself here: I have no place in the Brawl community.
The only thread I'm active in is the Kirby Social thread. I ran the old matchup thread (not particularly well, but it saw worse days than mine), there were some matchups I contributed a fair amount to, I was DOING something for Kirby, I was doing for something for Brawl. My activity in the matchup thread ended last November.
Since I joined the Kirby boards a little under 2 years ago, I've been mostly active there (though I was, as we all were, even more n00bish than I am now at the beginning). I was active in the stage discussion, the matchup thread, and looked at a Kirby AT, but that was all my role would ever be, someone on the sidelines, because I'm terrible at Brawl.
Once I realized a year ago that my Brawl "career" was going nowhere, and that persisting was distracting me from my life, I started playing much less. My knowledge has slowly slipped away from me, and now I can't even remember Kirby's frame data. I used to be someone with a place here, who was active in the social thread too. I used to be on the Kirby boards because I was trying to advance his metagame, and I enjoyed myself with other Kirbies. Now, I'm a baseball veteran, long after his prime has finished. Someone who should've retired long ago, and is now stuck on the bench in some kind of absurd coaching role.
The Kirby Socialers are my friends and I'm glad I've met them, but I don't belong on Smash World Forums if I have nothing to do with Smash. I don't belong here. I used to have a reason to stay up until 2 AM (like I was doing as I wrote this blog) just browsing the boards. I fell back to SWF after a falling out with several friends and made an effort to have a place here. I've made up with the friends I care to, and my place has disappeared. If you want to talk to me, I've got AIM (A1lion835) and you can email me at A1lion835@gmail.com . I'll still post here, I might even stay as active as I am now. To me, this blog is mostly about putting into text what I've realized today (it's a bit sad that it's taken me this long...), but I want my friends to know what's going on with me.
I love you guys.