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Smash Ace
Someone had said somewhere that the best way to get a well-rounded set of opinions is to ask a question to a whole community. SWF is a community. And the questions follow the preface
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I have completed all necessary processing for the United States Navy.
IM currently registered as a DAP (Delayed, Entry, Program) and my set ship date is July 30th, 2007
Because im a DEP, and not full blown i have about 25-32 days to finally decide whether or not to go through with this. . .
I have been waiting for the better part of my life to make something better of it, and myself. Wanted to get out of this state called Florida. Wanted to make my family proud. I've longed for something that brings my self worth up to a new level. . .
but now, im hesitant. . .
When i had begun the application process i didn't really have anything, or anyone, holding me back from what i had always thought was my future. Now i have friends, people who care, various random people in even more different online communities (including here), and now. . .(always it seems) a girl. Why God 'gifted' us with emotions i have yet to know.
Yesterday (its 2 am right now, and i haven't been able to sleep) is when all the grueling crap at MEPS (military entrance processing station) took placed and finished, and it wasn't until i saw my contract and swore in as a DEP that i started having these thoughts of doubt.
Is this common stress?
Perfectly normal paranoia?
Butterflies popping up due to the impending 'big change'?
Or Jimminy Cricket trying to say something?
regardless, i only have a few weeks to sort all of this out. . . any suggestions?
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I have completed all necessary processing for the United States Navy.
IM currently registered as a DAP (Delayed, Entry, Program) and my set ship date is July 30th, 2007
Because im a DEP, and not full blown i have about 25-32 days to finally decide whether or not to go through with this. . .
I have been waiting for the better part of my life to make something better of it, and myself. Wanted to get out of this state called Florida. Wanted to make my family proud. I've longed for something that brings my self worth up to a new level. . .
but now, im hesitant. . .
When i had begun the application process i didn't really have anything, or anyone, holding me back from what i had always thought was my future. Now i have friends, people who care, various random people in even more different online communities (including here), and now. . .(always it seems) a girl. Why God 'gifted' us with emotions i have yet to know.
Yesterday (its 2 am right now, and i haven't been able to sleep) is when all the grueling crap at MEPS (military entrance processing station) took placed and finished, and it wasn't until i saw my contract and swore in as a DEP that i started having these thoughts of doubt.
Is this common stress?
Perfectly normal paranoia?
Butterflies popping up due to the impending 'big change'?
Or Jimminy Cricket trying to say something?
regardless, i only have a few weeks to sort all of this out. . . any suggestions?