LASHING_LEAF
Smash Journeyman
okay so im not a heavy smoker but a month or 2 ago i had weed every night for a week partying XD it was a blast and i never told my parents or anything but now *i havent smoked since* i started feeling different its weird im a bit more of a loner now and i cant stop thinking about everything i feel like im dead but i know im alive i feel like im in a dream world and everything is there to influence me i dont know what to do i even saw my school councellor *dident tell her the weed part* she said it may not be a curse it may be a gift that i feel so different and im not really depressed sometimes i stare blankley at objects and think my friends might try and make me laugh but i normally would but i choose not to somehow i feel as if the world is a complete fake and yet i know its real no one understands me and im lost and confused i even come to question myself how i am supposed to feel during situations i feel one with the universe? does anyone feel me? im lost and need guidance? im not going to a doctor... but yeah... help
*dont comment on how i type i will tell on you because thats not part of the conversation and im serious...*
*dont comment on how i type i will tell on you because thats not part of the conversation and im serious...*
