A doubt about bad TO behavior.

[Super FOG]

Recently, I organized a tournament and had a serious salty reaction before the stream, I got upset after losing a match, grabbed the commentators' microphone and cursed some players watching the stream. Lately, I felt bad for this and many people condemned my actions, I will not take their reasons, I'm sorry for that and luckily I already apologized with those involved. Still, this thing is bothering me because now people make fun of the fact (even myself sometime, I cannot be a bad loser after all) but most about the credibility, I dunno how much this thing will damage my credibility for future tournaments I plan to organize, I have the people that I apologized encouraging me to continue, but how about new people?

 

[Spc2799]

Personally id just chill out and think about this. why were you salty? was it really worth getting upset over? After you figure that out just damage control. Try to slowly rebuild your credibility by hosting good tournaments and being a good sport when you lose. nobody will hold it against you if you make a serious effort to do better. If someone continues to hold the incident over your head all you can say is that you're trying to be better now, they're the ones holding on to the past.

Personally I've gotten very salty when playing my friends before but now I've just stopped. Its all in your mindset, if you let your brain get you all riled up you just end up regretting it.

Hope this helped