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A bit of both. Namely joking

Scinn is the name of my Fursona, favorite character in my book I'm writing, what I paid to have drawn by someone I care about with and needs help since they are fatally ill and I actually donated $56 to them while the drawing itself was $15. Then this was drawn by someone on DA who I promised I'd comm at some point for $10...

So for you to just go out of your way to say I'm "cringe worthy" or "annoying" because of a picture and a name change is arrogant, stupid, cringey, unproductive and annoying. You're not really helping anyone with your criticism...

I'd understand if it was meant as a joke because you're one of the friends I know that jokes around like that but honestly I don't know you very well and you tend to comment negative things towards me out of nowhere.

I wasn't calling the name change edgy. I'm sorry if I did hurt you anyway whether it be past, present, or future. I usually don't think about other people's feelings when joking. It's one of my bad habits but that is a major flaw of mine. I assume we are all in good spirit and jokes. I sincerely apologize. It was my stupid way of saying the picture looks dark.

Imma go for a few days then.

Oh its ok then... I have a long history with getting picked on so its easy for strangers to trigger me... When I was younger back when I first joined I wanted to be friends with everyone and meet other people etc. in turn I was made fun of and insulted no matter where on the boards I tried to go except the arena because my skill level was way above average.

So after two years and a series of incidents both irl and online that made me want to kill myself and I attempted to do so fracturing my eye in the process... I was sent to a hospital inpatient program... I came back for a bit after that and quit smash at some point leaving swf only to come back... a year or so later I met kumaru n stuff then few more years went by and I was much smarter, wiser, stronger etc...

I didn't want to hurt your feelings. Your fursona (who do does look cool, I am a huge fan of the stripes on the ears) is really monochromatic. That reminded me a bit of Dark Pit and something I saw on r/furry the other day.

I became racists towards blacks, mexicans, and indians due to reverse racism I always dealt with irl that never let up on me til I started isolating myself from everyone and continued to do so even after moving to an all white school senior year... I still am slightly racist honestly... I'll tolerate other colors and give them a chance til a certain attitude is displayed... then I'll just think negatively of them...

I went to college and learned english from a very good professor who was a master at argumentative things and finding logical fallacies etc. he was amazingly intelligent and I learned how to win any debate through his teachings. So now I use some of his techniques to rip, destroy, and beat down anyones words if they try to bully or harass me.

I thought you were trying to harass and pick on me so I was already primed, so apologies for that and we're still cool I hope

So should I delete this? I'm ready to forgive and forget when you are

No you dont have too... I doubt any mods even visit my wall and you can't ban someone who isnt displaying racism... I'm a tad racist but not to a point where I hate someone for being black... kumaru is black but he's my best buddy on here... I just dont feel comfortable or trusting of other colors.

Kumaru is black?

Yes.

WHY DOESN'T ANYONE TELL ME THESE THINGS?!?

Why does it matter?

WELL... I-UH...

I assumed it would be like something they would tell you when you first meet them. It would be more of an introductory thing.

So like "Hi I'm kumaru I'm black" or "Hi I'm Scinn and I'm White"

Or...?

A bit like that, but you know.... in a list of things about you. I guess? It doesn't bother me that he is black, it shocks me, but doesn't change my view on him.