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I lack words for this.

Flaco's danse! :D YEAH!

*flops.*

Running on 35 hours awake just makes it more mesmerizing.

Also, listening to Gilbert Gottfried read 50 Shades of Grey made me gush a little.

...Gush as in the 3rd meaning. Damn double-entendre.

A galpal actually showed me that video a while ago. Lmao. Oh God, it's freaking hilarious!

D: Hell and blood tho', Izzy. Insomnia indeed, staying up 35 hours straight like that. Be careful; you start hallucinating somewhere beyond the forty-hour mark. I have a feeling you probably already know that.

LMAO. Third meaning, riiiiiiight.

Oh you and your innuendo. Teehee~

I actually managed to get in a single hour of sleep about 23 hours ago. Had to get up for work shortly after nodding off. Helping a relative with day labor in humid weather and no sleep is no bueno. But yeah, I know how to dance with voices in my head while balancing on one foot.

And I really didn't think to notice that. Then when I did I was like SON OF A *ITCH.

Es no buenooooo.

*claws his way outta bed.* WAAAAAAAAARK.

Looks like tough times ahead for Pacooooooooo.

That was the most adequate sleep and family day ever.

Oh hell, how did I miss your message. Lol.

And that's always good! I'mma be sleepin' reaaaaaal nice. Somehow, I got three days off in a row. ****ing wizardry right there.

Niiiiiiiiiiiiice. I actually am voluntarily quitting to focus on school for a while. My orientation for next semester is Friday. I'm gonna look so fly in scrubs.

Hey, if you have the chance to focus entirely on school, I don't blame you.

I take it you're going into some sorta medical thingiemajig?

I'm getting my last paycheck tomorrow, and I wanted to look for something better anyway. Yeah, Issy's gonna do Pharmacy/Veterinary things for a while, until my priorities realign themselves again. Not my first choice, but I figure do what you're good at/love and the money will come.

Eventually, hun. As long as you manage... *shrugs.* That's the way I look at it, really.

I'm good at managing. Was going to be a business major for the longest time. Then I realized I'm not quite cut out for any of that, and it was more or less me just trying to live up to my mentor's expectations.

I was speaking more along the lines of "managing" a somewhat healthy continuation of being (alive). xD

I realized early on that I'm not management material; in truth, I'm more of a middle management kind of guy. I'm good at maintaining the status quo (whatever the **** it may be at the time; paradigms shift and policies change all the time in retail).

I realize, I just like being too literal. The continuation of my existence as is is just prolonging the inevitable, I seek to find a new reason to want to be alive.

And more or less same, though I like the way my brothers put it: Despite having the potential to change the world and give Plato a run for his money, I'm not Taco Bell Material.

You and me both, sister. It's hard sometimes. Inveterate nihilist here. xD Life is life; meaning to it is anything you fancy that's tacked on to it.

And I think I'm inclined to agree with your brothers. 'Course, I'm caught between seeing the potential in everyone and hardline cynicism, leaning towards the former rather than the latter.

Misanthropy is underrated. Cynicism, not so much.

Meh. I have my misanthropic moments, too. Outside of a couple of isolated instances, though, I try not to hold things against EVERYONE. x