Sorry for the delays in posting guys I work in an IT office from 9-5:30 and I have little time to respond in here unless I rip through all my jobs.
Anyway lets see where to start, Firstly I'd like to say thanks to T-block, Geen, MAtA, Falcon's first, and Bomber because the positivity and actual care you showed makes me feel like less of a random. I think that is where my problem has really stemed from sometimes I feel like a scrub or random even on these boards which just makes me wonder "Well if I'm a scrub here, can I possibly be a noted/recognized player anywhere else?". So that just ends up really bugging me and doing a great job of getting in my head.
MAtA you hit me with some advice that shines really really bright and thats that I have to start working on simple mindgames along with more reading and reacting before I am trying to implement AT's. Fact is I can implement them better than I can use mindgames so my focus has been in the wrong area. Your a real respectable PT mata and a dominate Zard I have deffinitly taken some tricks from.
T-Block your completely right and hit on a key point that I have heard many times before,
Your passion for the game is definitely something a lot of us are missing haha.
I have been told this a lot by Vinnie, Will, Anti, along with a large amount of other players and its really what keeps me motivated. Now that I have dropped the ego and understand where I satnd I deffinitly can learn a lot faster and really try to focus on fixing my issues. We have a very odd base of interactions T man and I feel like we see things quite differently in the game, so it is really nice to hear that I'm this much of a presnce on these boards figuring your deff our Main Mod T.
To Falcon, Geen, and Bomber I'd just like to say thanks for all the support because actually feeling some PT board love and hearing about the notice people have given me is all I ever want. I just like to have a name and not be a random along with getting credit for the work I have put into PT. I never plan to quit guys its just not in my cards, but having to face facts of not being the player I thought after this many years playing the game hurt. It wasn't that I felt I was the worst but that I had put so much time in to only turn out to be a lower level player, but it just means I gotta work harder. Thanks again tho guys it means more than you can imagine to be told I'm someone here hell maybe even a special someone LOL
As Far as the PR goes Bomber the only one who can be considered to have quit anything is reflex who quit PT, otherwise we just have some close to retired players since they do still get out there who are MAtA and T-block.
My PR would look like this now that I opened my eyes:
1. Reflex
2. MAtA
3. T-Block
3. Aposl
5. CoonTail