Hyro
Smash Lord
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- Jul 31, 2008
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I don't think it's the weed though...well for me... I think it's the weed because of the situations I'm in when I smoke weed...but I'd have the same attack if I was in the same situation without the weed. I probably just wouldn't dwell on it so much. But it's good to dwell on it. So you can solve it, find the answer, find out why it's an irrational fear. I can do that when I'm alone.i feel you john. i have extreme anxiety and ironically that is why i dont smoke weed anymore. it was a trigger for me. as well as caffeine, enclosed spaces, and lots of other things. in the past couple of years ive probably had less than 10 but a few years before that it was a weekly if not daily occurrence to have intense panic attacks.
the fight of flight feeling is horrible if there's no reason for it.
Sometimes I feel like I could do something impossible as long as NO one would ever find out...so I never do anything impossible...because there's no lying to myself, I would tell EVERYONE lolsometimes, i think the existence of the universe is made up in my mind. and that the only reason i cant do outlandish things (like flying or kamehamehas or mind reading, etc) is that if i could do it, i would know that everything was fake. and then it would end. and i dont know what would happen.
essentially, i believe that i can end the universe. just im too scared to. and by 'the universe' i mean my imagination.
not joking. i'm insane.