Chin-Chillin'
Smash Rookie
I love games. Smash of course being one of my favorites. I'm in a bit of a mental pickle. I am a faithful husband and a great father. I have a job and consider my life and family to be successful through the grace of God. I recently got back into playing smash (after watching The Smash Brothers doc, which was amazing btw) and now I'm trying to do the whole "playing locals and trying to attend smashfest" thing with some hope of just enjoying the game I grew up playing and maybe getting some type of better at it. Now, don't get me wrong, my family and friends are awesome but I don't really have much of a support system when it comes to them and me playing smash. One specific person that I am extremely close with, I think, thinks that I am a complete dork because I do this and want to go to some random persons house just to play a video game.
In my mind, it kind of makes me feel like "Damn, I got a family now I should grow up and worry about that." But then I think and remember that I am taking care of my family. I make sure my daughter has clothes and food and I spend time with her (active daddy time too not just watching her) I make sure me and my spouse are connecting emotionally and make sure her needs are met before mine. I make sure bills are paid and prioritize my outings, my money to what is needed not wanted. This to me is taking care of my family.
I just turned 21 in Sept. I feel like I'm a dork and an idiot beside of this one person's thought about what I am doing. But should I feel like I'm too old to be doing these things just because I have a family? I just want some support and I really want to just play games but that's not my only goal in life.
In my mind, it kind of makes me feel like "Damn, I got a family now I should grow up and worry about that." But then I think and remember that I am taking care of my family. I make sure my daughter has clothes and food and I spend time with her (active daddy time too not just watching her) I make sure me and my spouse are connecting emotionally and make sure her needs are met before mine. I make sure bills are paid and prioritize my outings, my money to what is needed not wanted. This to me is taking care of my family.
I just turned 21 in Sept. I feel like I'm a dork and an idiot beside of this one person's thought about what I am doing. But should I feel like I'm too old to be doing these things just because I have a family? I just want some support and I really want to just play games but that's not my only goal in life.