fun wall time
how does it not? why would a townie get so nervous about one small accusation? why would a townie get nervous if it wasn't true?your reaction to ranmaru was that you shrugged it off and played off the fact you were nervous.
Okay, I don't see how admitting to an accusation is "shrugging it off" for one.
Two, tbh you're right that it's not logical for me to be nervous about Ran's accusation since it wasn't true. But I was, that's just the truth of it, and I don't know what else to say to you about this subject.
you're not into the game because you're not directly approaching anything rather you want to hide behind the guise of how you feel, i was trying to get past that fact and get over this sudden lack of confidence and start getting the grind of things because i generally felt you were lacking. this isn't a matter of 'game being 3 pages' rather it's about the fact you've posted so much yet i feel like i know so little. recall what i said to you before and my expectations of you.
Okay, again I'm just not seeing it. How does one "hide behind their feelings?" Isn't me, telling you guys how I feel, what you want? Where am I "hiding" in this whole thing?
Unless you think that I'm using AtE to not scumhunt, which simply isn't the truth. Like I said, I take notes, and I've already given out a couple of reads. List off what you do know about me so far this game, and tell me if in the context of how far we're in, I'm truly lacking.
yet i wanted to know why you would post such thoughts or why they were relevant, and all they did was make me feel like you weren't being genuine at all and just acting really strangely, you even told me you just posted it because 'kary asked me to.' what does that mean to me? you're doing things just for the sake of doing them, not because you have a reason. is this all clear? am i making sense now? the nervousness is merely an icing on the cake.
Soup, let me go over what happened from my perspective:
1. I make a couple of posts, Kary asks me if anything is on mind, states that I seems a little bit nervous.
2. I admit that I am a little nervous, tell him that I do have some thoughts on my mind (I'm referring to my notes), but say that they are trivial. Asks Kary if he wants me to post them anyways.
3. Kary tells me to.
4. I post them.
5. You come in, accuse me of doing things just for the sake of doing things, and use my notes as evidence for this.
Do you not see why I don't think your accusation of me holds up? It's because your judging my intention to be fake contribution, when in reality I never tried to play it off like I was seriously contributing.
The fact that we're early in the game means EVERYTHING about this. OF COURSE my feelings on things aren't going to be very strong. Your setting up a standard which I just don't think I can possibly meet.
Your ball Soup.