Oz o:
Smash Journeyman
- Joined
- Aug 11, 2019
- Messages
- 214
I love going to tournament every week and looking like a ****ing loser, dropping basically everything I practiced for. Hell, it's not about the complicated stuff. I'm dropping really basic things I shouldn't have to be dropping. It's like, what the ****. Are you serious? I don't understand how these other people do so well all the time and they can do anything they want. Instead, I go there to look no better than a random dude while busting my ass in Training Mode at 4 a.m (which apparently I'm still going at it later tonight, because hope is that cruel).
I don't get it. I just don't. You can't tell me "practice", when I'm doing that every week. Hell, I'm pretty sure even the "top" guys in my place aren't even playing as much as I am. I hate the "practice" card. If it were up to just that, I'm sure we'd all be amazing players. Nothing trains you for the wrecking ball of tournament anxiety. I don't go 0-2 in bracket to people far better than me. I go 0-2 against my head and against my hands deciding to work when they feel like it.
Late night catharsis. Do what you will with it. Peace.
I don't get it. I just don't. You can't tell me "practice", when I'm doing that every week. Hell, I'm pretty sure even the "top" guys in my place aren't even playing as much as I am. I hate the "practice" card. If it were up to just that, I'm sure we'd all be amazing players. Nothing trains you for the wrecking ball of tournament anxiety. I don't go 0-2 in bracket to people far better than me. I go 0-2 against my head and against my hands deciding to work when they feel like it.
Late night catharsis. Do what you will with it. Peace.