Rubyiris, instead of cursing the world for apparently spitting in your face your entire life, learn to grow from it and become stronger. Becoming bitter at every single person you come in contact with, even over the internet, is just a sure fire way to continue the cycle of hatred.
What irks me the most is that you automatically hate people until they prove you otherwise. This, in turn, just makes people reciprocate those feelings and dislike you back and not want to associate with you.
I don't believe in karma but kindness is usually reciprocated by people. Smile at someone and they will *usually* be more friendly toward you from the get go. Open doors for people, say thank you and please without making a cold remark after everything you say. Literally, almost every single post I see you type always has to make a remark that was completely uncalled for.
Look at Axe, as an example. I knew him when he first started playing outside of Sierra Vista and really entered the community. I did not hear a single bad thing about him. Every thing said about him was good things because he was so nice and kind to people. At that current time, Axe wasn't even that great at Melee (sorry Axe
) so don't even say that he was only talked good about just because he was good at Melee. He became a respectable player outside of skill and then skill came afterward.
Even just looking at the Genesis thread you sure love to test people. It's like you are picking on a dog and you get upset because it bit you back in defense. They tell you to stop posting or else they will bar you from entrance and yet you continue to bother them and cause arguments instead of just saying, "yes, I understand." But no, you continue to test everyone's patience and then ***** when they retaliate and then complain, "oh woe is me, the whole world hates me, nothing will ever change." Yes, nothing WILL EVER CHANGE BECAUSE YOU CONTINUE TO ACT LIKE A DOUCHE.
tl;dr: Stop being a jerk and assuming everyone in the world is out to get you and grow up, seriously.