Oz o:
Smash Journeyman
- Joined
- Aug 11, 2019
- Messages
- 214
I've been wanting to get better for years before Ultimate, but I feel I have a horrible crippling mentality about the game, to the point I literally feel it's holding back at least half of my skill. I can't think clearly during matches sometimes. It's like I got even worse somehow from the jump to Smash 4 to Ultimate, and even worse since last year (I had way better placings, for example).
I feel it's really worth noting, a lot of this has to do with online. We've been in quarantine for over two months here in my country, and online is our only option at the moment. Never have I realised it was this bad until I started playing every day. I feel like half the time, I'm not actually having fun, and I'm just getting really annoyed, frustrated and stressed. I lose to people worse than me constantly. Like, legitimately worse people- people I wouldn't ever lose to offline. I admit, I have an ego problem, it gets progressively worse. I don't even want to take a break from the game, because I know it's a game I really enjoy, and the problem is pretty much just this. It's really hard for me to just suck it up and laugh when half the things people do online irritate me.
I invest a lot of time on this game and trying to get better to have to deal with this crap. I don't actually have a problem getting my ass kicked by someone who's legitimately better than me. If anything, I keep going.
I feel it's really worth noting, a lot of this has to do with online. We've been in quarantine for over two months here in my country, and online is our only option at the moment. Never have I realised it was this bad until I started playing every day. I feel like half the time, I'm not actually having fun, and I'm just getting really annoyed, frustrated and stressed. I lose to people worse than me constantly. Like, legitimately worse people- people I wouldn't ever lose to offline. I admit, I have an ego problem, it gets progressively worse. I don't even want to take a break from the game, because I know it's a game I really enjoy, and the problem is pretty much just this. It's really hard for me to just suck it up and laugh when half the things people do online irritate me.
I invest a lot of time on this game and trying to get better to have to deal with this crap. I don't actually have a problem getting my ass kicked by someone who's legitimately better than me. If anything, I keep going.